“I will caution him--if I see him again,” said Markham; then Harwood
left the room, and Markham sat down again, but he did not continue
his dinner. He sat there staring at his plate. “What more likely?” he
muttered. “What more likely than that he should be followed and murdered
by some of these men? If his body should be found with his pockets
empty, no one could doubt it.”
He sat there for a considerable time--until the streets had become
dark; then he rose and went up to his own room for a while, and finally
he put on his hat and left the hotel.
He looked at his watch as he walked to the railway station, and saw that
he would be just in time to catch a train leaving for Wynberg. He took
a ticket for the station on the Cape Town side of Mowbray, where he got
out.
He walked from the station to the road and again looked at his watch:
it was not yet nine o'clock; and then he strolled aside upon a little
foot-track that led up the lower slopes of the Peak above Mowbray. The
night was silent and moonless. Upon the road only at intervals came the
rumbling of bullock wagons and the shouts of the Kafir drivers. The hill
above him was sombre and untouched by any glance of light, and no breeze
stirred up the scents of the heath. He walked on in the silence until he
had come to the ravine of silver firs. He passed along the track at the
edge and was soon at the spot where he had sat at the feet of Daireen a
month before. He threw himself down on the short coarse grass just as
he had done then, and every moment of the hour they had passed together
came back to him. Every word that had been spoken, every thought that
had expressed itself upon that lovely face which the delicate sunset
light had touched--all returned to him.
What had he said to her? That the past life he had lived was blotted out
from his mind? Yes, he had tried to make himself believe that; but now
how Fate had mocked him! He had been bitterly forced to acknowledge
that the past was a part of the present. His week so full of bitterest
suffering had not formed a dividing line between the two lives he
fancied might be his.
“Is this the justice of God?” he cried out now to the stars, clasping
his hands in agony above his head. “It is unjust. My life would have
been pure and good now, if I had been granted my right of forgetfulness.
But I have been made the plaything of God.” He stood with his hands
clasped on his head for long. Then he gave a laugh. “Bah!” he said; “man
is master of his fate. I shall do myself the justice that God has denied
me.”
He came down from that solemn mount, and crossed he road at a nearer
point than the Mowbray avenue.
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