England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction
He saw the change with wonder and regret. He felt, rather late, that the
jealousy of a child was not a matter to be slighted; he tried to reason
me out of it; he was kind, severe, and indulgent by turns--uselessly. The
mischief was, I could not help loving him more than ever, and, loving him
thus, it was impossible I should not be jealous. Once this excessive
affection had pleased him, and he had encouraged it injudiciously; it now
wearied him--and no wonder; it had become the source of a daily
annoyance, paltry yet most irritating.
I remember well one morning. Oh! how those childish incidents have burned
themselves into my brain! She had as usual been provoking me by allusions
to my pale and sickly aspect, and then by questions so insidiously framed
to make me break forth into impertinence or ill-temper, that I would
answer her no more. This availed me little.
"Pray let her alone, Miriam," said Cornelius, greatly disgusted, "she is
a sulky little thing, unworthy of your notice."
"The poor child would not be so if she were not so unhealthy," kindly
observed Miriam.
This was one of the speeches with which she used to sting me; she knew,
and I knew too, how much Cornelius admired health, with its fresh aspect
and its joyous feelings, in both of which I failed so lamentably.
"You are too good to be always framing excuses for her," replied
Cornelius, with a severe look at me.
"Excuses!" I thought; "yes, it was easy to frame such excuses." But I
never replied; I never looked up from my books. I sat at the table by the
window, as if I had heard nothing; for this took place in the studio,
where Miriam still daily sat for Medora. Towards noon she rose to go.
"Give a look at our little garden first," said Cornelius; then turning to
me, he added--"Put on your bonnet and cape--the sun is warm, and the air
will do you good."
It was one of the mildest days of early spring. Our garden boasted but
few flowers. Cornelius gathered the freshest and fairest for his
mistress; but some snowdrops which she admired especially, he did not
gather.
"These I cannot give you," he said, "they are Daisy's; the others are
Kate's, and consequently mine."
She took the flowers he was handing her, with a smile of thanks, and sat
down on the wooden bench by the house. He was soon by her side--soon
wholly wrapped in her. The sun shone bright and warm in the blue sky; the
breeze was very pleasant; the old house had many a brown, rich tint; the
ivy on the porch was green and glossy; the garden had begun to wear the
first fresh blossoms and light verdure of spring; a bird had perched on
the highest bough of the tallest poplar, and thence broke forth into many
a snatch of gay song. It was a morn for happy lovers to sit thus side by
side, looking out on heaven and earth, but still lingering within the
shelter of a warm home.
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