England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction
"Do not mention it," replied Cornelius, in a tone of sincere distress,
"it is inexpressibly bitter to me to trace such feelings in Daisy."
I stood by the sun-dial, with my back turned to them, and still trembling
from head to foot with the intensity of those feelings which Cornelius
deplored, but which--I felt he might have known that--sprang from the
sincerity of my love for him. But it was destined that she should ever be
in the right, and I in the wrong. I attempted no useless justification,
and heard them going in, without so much as looking round.
Domestic quarrels are an endless progeny: each has a distinct existence;
but as it dies it gives birth to a successor, and so on for ever. Even
for this day, this was not enough. When Miriam returned in the afternoon,
she had scarcely sat an hour to Cornelius before she said to me--
"Daisy, I never thanked you for your beautiful snowdrops; you must
forgive me the omission."
"Forgive!" echoed Cornelius, who was now sitting by her for a few
minutes, and who probably thought this much too condescending.
"Why not? It is the very least I can do to thank the poor child for her
flowers; I also want to give her something: what would please you, my
dear?"
She was again addressing me, and she spoke very sweetly: she always did
speak so to me. There was the misery and the snare: she knew well enough
I could never speak so to her; that, though I dare not say much on
account of Cornelius, my very voice changed when I had to address or
answer her. I now felt what a mockery it was for her, who had robbed me
of everything I cared for, to talk of making me a present, yet I
compelled myself to reply--
"Anything you like, thank you."
"Anything means nothing, my dear," she said, very gently.
I did not answer; she resumed--
"Would you like a book? you are fond of reading."
"Yes. I like books, thank you."
"Or a new frock; you do not dislike dress?"
"Oh no, I do not dislike it, thank you."
"But I want to know what you prefer," she insisted.
"I prefer nothing, thank you."
Cornelius knit his brow.
"Daisy," he said sharply, "tell Miss Russell directly what you would
like."
Tell her what I should like! be indebted to her for a pleasure! no, not
even his authority could make me do that. Cornelius insisted, I remained
obstinate; he became angry, I did not yield; I was getting hardened; all
I would say was that I preferred nothing; and so far as her gifts were
concerned this was true, they all seemed equally hateful.
"Disobedient, obstinate girl!" began Cornelius, in great wrath.
"Daisy shall not be scolded on my account," interrupted Miriam, laying
her beautiful fingers on his lips, "and she shall have her present too;
we must subdue her by kindness," she added in a whisper that reached me.
Cornelius looked at her with mingled love and admiration, and then at me
with sorrowful reproach.
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