England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction
With this he rose, and came not again near me. My task occupied me for
the whole of that day; it served to divert me. I did not however grieve
so very much; there was a sort of incredulousness in my heart which I
could not conquer. Kate and Cornelius were much sadder than I was; they
knew that it was to be, and I felt as if it were, though decreed,
impossible. But when I came down to breakfast on the following morning,
when I saw the sorrowful face of Kate, and met the troubled glance of
Cornelius, I suddenly awoke to the dread reality. I sat down to table as
usual, but I could not eat. Cornelius pressed me, uselessly; even to
please him I could touch nothing. It was a beautiful Spring morning, and
I was not to go for another hour.
"Shall I give you a walk in the lanes?" suddenly asked Cornelius, turning
to me.
"Thank you," I replied, in a low tone, "I prefer the garden."
He took me by the hand and led me out; I liked that little garden, where
I had spent so many happy hours, and from which I was now going to part.
I looked at the shrubs, trees, and flowers, at the very grass and earth
on which I trod, with lingering love and tenderness; but I said nothing.
Cornelius looked down at me, laid his hand on my shoulder, and said
abruptly--
"Daisy, will you promise not to be jealous?"
An eager and joyful "Yes" rose to my lips--a most bitter thought checked
it.
"I cannot," I exclaimed, desperately, "I cannot, Cornelius."
"You will not promise?" he said.
"I cannot."
He looked at me very fixedly, but uttered not a word of praise or blame.
"Daisy," called the sad voice of Kate from the house, "come and get
ready, child."
I was obeying; Cornelius detained me to observe--
"Ask me for something before we part."
"I have nothing to ask for, Cornelius."
But he insisted--I yielded:
"If when the time comes you will write to tell me whether your picture is
exhibited or not, I shall like it, Cornelius."
"Have you nothing else to ask for?"
"Nothing else," I replied, looking up at him.
Love is proud: he was banishing me--what could I want with his gifts? He
said nothing, and allowed me to go in.
At length came the moment of our separation. I was ready and in the
parlour again; the cab was waiting in the lane. Miss O'Reilly, who was to
take me, said abruptly--
"Go and bid Cornelius good-bye."
I went up to him trembling from head to foot. He sat by the table reading
the newspaper: he laid it down, looked at me, then took me in his arms.
All my fortitude forsook me on finding myself once more clasped in the
embrace from which I should so soon be severed. I wept and sobbed
passionately on his shoulder. I felt as if I could and would not go--as
if it were impossible; a thing to be spoken of, never carried into
effect. Cornelius pressed me to his heart, and tried to hush away my
grief, but ineffectually. At length he said, very ruefully--
"Oh, Daisy!"
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