England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction
"Really," she replied, "I don't know, but I am sure if she does call, I
shall be very happy to see her, and to offer her a cup of tea. I always
have tea at five exactly."
She spoke earnestly, as if she feared her hospitable feelings might be
doubted. I saw she knew nothing, and questioned her no more.
Mrs. Gray was one of those quiet Englishwomen who seem to enjoy dullness
for its own sake. She lived in a dull neighbourhood, in a dull square, in
a dull house, and, as I soon found, she led as dull a life as she could
devise. We rose early, breakfasted together in the gloomy parlour, then
went to the lessons, which lasted until our two o'clock dinner. She was
an intelligent educated woman, but a nervous, timid teacher; and what
with her sensitiveness and her fear that she was not doing her duty by
me, she managed from the first day to render both herself and her pupil
somewhat uncomfortable. After dinner we took a short walk in the square,
or in a neighbouring walk planted with dusty elms, and called the Mall.
We took tea at five exactly; I sat up until bed-time, preparing my
lessons for the next day, whilst Mrs. Gray worked, or slyly read novels.
At first she was as secretive about it as if she were still a school-
girl, and I a stern schoolmistress; but when she saw that I was not
ignorant of the nature of the brown circulating-library volumes that now
and then peeped out of her work-basket, she gave up the concealment part
of the business, and informed me that though she did not approve of
novels generally, she thought herself justified in making exceptions.
Her taste for fiction was shared by Miss Taylor and Mrs. Jones, the only
friends she saw constantly. Once a week they came to tea with us, and
twice Mrs. Gray took tea with them. They were very quiet, inoffensive
women, with the organ of wonder large. I could see that they considered
me from the first as a sort of living novel, a "Margaret the Orphan," a
"Child of Mystery," etc. I entered Mrs. Gray's house on a Wednesday; the
same evening they took tea with her, and I detected both the looks and
signs they exchanged, and overheard whispered remarks of "How strange!"
"Most mysterious!" "You don't say so!" and the like.
If Jane and Fanny Brook had overpowered me with their boisterous ways,
the slow and quiet life I led with Mrs. Gray depressed me even to a sense
of pain. I felt it much during the first few days, and waited impatiently
for the Sunday. It came, but brought not Kate. I sat by the window the
whole day long, eagerly watching for her through the iron railings that
fenced in our abode, but she came not. As dusk closed around the dull
square and brooded heavily over its melancholy trees, my last hope
vanished. At first I thought she was offended with me and would not come,
then it occurred to me that she might not know where I was.
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