England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction
"Oh!" he exclaimed, and the very sound of his voice betrayed his delight,
"I did not expect you for weeks yet."
"My aunt is still at Hastings; but I was obliged to leave, the air made
me so unwell."
"And you never told me."
"Why alarm you?"
I waited to hear no more I had seen Cornelius leading her away from the
window into the back part of the room, and Miriam with a half-smile
yielding. I had no wish to be a check upon them, so I rose and slipped
upstairs to the studio.
I sat down on the couch, trembling with emotion. She was come back, and
with her, alas! as the evil train of some dark sorceress, came back all
my old feelings. The very sound of her voice had roused them every one. I
heard them and listened with terror, for, taught by bitter experience, I
knew that, evil in themselves, they could work me nothing but evil. I
remembered with a sickening heart all the bitterness which had been
raised between Cornelius and me,--his angry looks, his chiding, our
separation. I remembered also his goodness in bringing me back, his
generosity in asking me for no promise of amendment, but in trusting to
my good feeling and good sense, and throwing myself on God, as on Him who
alone could assist me in this extremity of human weakness, I felt rather
than uttered a passionate prayer for aid,--a cry for strength to resist
temptation.
I had not long been in the studio, when the door opened and the lovers
entered. I believe Cornelius was a little apprehensive as to how I might
behave to Miriam, for rather hurriedly leading her to the easel, "See how
hard I have been working," he said: "in the absence of Medora, I took to
the Gipsy Family."
"You mean to the Stolen Child: where is she?"
"Here I am, Miss Russell." I replied in a low tone.
I was now standing by her, and as I spoke I slipped my hand into hers.
She started as if some noxious insect had touched her; but as Cornelius
had seen this action of mine, she smiled and said--
"Do you really give me your hand? The next thing will be a kiss, I
suppose."
I thought she was asking me to kiss her. I conquered my repugnance, and
raised my face; she hesitated, then stooped, but her lips never touched
my cheek.
"Daisy and I are quite friends now, you see," she observed, turning to
Cornelius.
"Yes, I see," he replied, looking charmed.
"I always told you these childish feelings would pass away," she
continued, laying her hand on my head.
He smiled in her face, a happy, admiring smile.
"Resume your work," she said, sitting down; "Miss O'Reilly has asked me
to spend the day."
"But not here, Miriam; think of the smell of the paint."
"I do not feel it yet, so pray go on with that Stolen Child. What
wonderful sweetness and pathos you have put in her face!"
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