England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction
Cornelius perhaps remembered the threat of death suspended over my whole
youth, for he observed uneasily--
"Yes--I trust--I hope--Daisy, you must not learn so much!"
He drew me nearer to him with a look and motion kinder than a caress,
then said to Miriam--
"She looks pale."
"It is only excitement; she is so anxious to please you. When she is near
committing a mistake, she is quite agitated, poor child!"
Miriam had struck the right chord at last. There was some truth in what
she said. My desire to please Cornelius did agitate me a little, and this
he knew.
"She must go back to Kate," he hastily observed; "I won't have her so
pale as that; and she must not study so much," he added, with increased
anxiety, "she can always make up for lost time."
In vain I endeavoured to keep my teacher, he was resolute; it was some
comfort that the change sprang from no unkindness, and had been effected
only by working on his affection for me. But even that change, such as it
was, did not last for more than a week. One evening, after listening to
Kate and me with evident impatience, Cornelius swept away the books from
before her, sat down between us, and, informing his sister that her
method was no good, he announced his intention of taking me once more
under his own exclusive care.
"My method is as good as any," tartly replied Kate, "but the pupil who
frets for her first teacher cannot make much progress under the second."
"Have you been fretting, Daisy?" asked Cornelius.
I could not deny it; he smiled and caressed me.
"If it were any use remonstrating," said Kate, who looked half pleased,
half dissatisfied, "I should tell you, Cornelius, that you are very
foolish; not to lose time, I simply say this--you have taken Daisy from
me a second time, you may keep her."
"I mean it," he answered gaily.
At once he resumed his office. We had scarcely begun when Miriam entered.
She came almost every evening, for as her aunt was still at Hastings,
Cornelius never visited her. From the door I saw her look at us, as we
sat at the table, his arm on the back of my chair, his bent face close to
mine, with a mute, expressive glance.
"Yes," said Cornelius, smiling, as he smoothed my hair, "I have got my
pupil back again. The remedy was found worse than the disease."
Miriam smiled too. She gave up the point and attempted no more to deprive
me of my teacher, but I had to pay dear in the daytime for what I
received in the evening.
Whilst she sat for Medora, I studied or sewed. She said little to me, but
every word bore its sting. Cornelius never detected the irony that lurked
beneath the seeming praise and apparent kindness. She tormented me with
impunity. There were so many points in which she could irritate my secret
wound; for I was still intensely jealous of her, and though Cornelius and
Kate thought me cured, she knew better.
But suffering gives premature wisdom.
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