England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction
A slight motion of my head implied the denial I could not speak. She took
my hand, said it felt cold, went into the next room, whence she brought
some heavy garment, with which she covered me. I felt rather than saw her
lingering by me; then I heard her leaving the room softly. My heart
swelled as the door closed on her. Not one word of faith or doubt had she
uttered, and yet her voice was both compassionate and kind. It was plain
that she too thought me guilty, pitied, and forgave me.
"Be it so!" I thought, with sullen and bitter grief: "let every one
accuse me, I acquit myself; let no one believe in me, I keep faith in my
own truth. I shall learn how to do without their approbation and their
belief."
I remained in this mood, until, after the lapse of some hours, Kate once
more came near me. Again she bent over me and asked if I slept. I opened
my heavy eyes, but, dazzled by the light, I soon closed them again.
"Come down to dinner," she said gently.
"I am not hungry."
There was a pause; I fancied her gone, and looked; she was standing at
the foot of my bed, gazing at me with a very sorrowful face.
"Daisy," she said, in her most persuasive accents, "have you nothing to
say to me?"
I looked at her; her glance told me she asked for a confession, not for
justification, so I replied--
"Nothing, Kate," and again closed my eyes.
She left me, but soon returned, carrying a small tray with a plate, on
which there was some fowl and a glass of wine. She wanted me to eat. I
assured her I was not hungry.
"Try," she urged; "I promised Cornelius not to leave you without seeing
you take something."
To please her I tried, but she saw that the attempt sickened me; she
pressed me to take the wine.
"Cornelius poured it out in his own glass," she said, "and tasted it
before sending it up; so you must have some."
Wine seldom appeared on our frugal table; it had been forbidden to me as
injurious; but Cornelius always left me some in his glass, which he made
me drink slyly, whilst his sister pretended to look another way. I knew
why he had now sent me this; it was a token of old affection living
still, spite of what happened. I would not refuse the pledge: I sat up,
and taking the glass from Kate, I raised it to my lips; but as I did so,
the thought of the past thus evoked made my heart swell; a sensation of
choking came upon me; I felt I could not swallow one drop, and laid down
the glass untasted. Kate sighed, but she saw it was useless to insist,
so, hoping I would try again in her absence, she left me.
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