England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction
With this, and as if to humble and mortify me to the last, he stooped to
embrace me. In vain, burning and indignant, I averted my face; he only
laughed and kissed me two or three times more. To be thus gently
ridiculed, laughed at, and kissed, was more than I could bear. I
submitted, but with a bursting heart, that betrayed itself by ill-
repressed sobs and tears. Cornelius saw this was more than childish
pettishness: "Daisy!" he exclaimed, with concern, and he put me down at
once.
There was a little couch close by; I threw myself upon it, and hid in the
pillow my shame and my grief. He said and did all he could to pacify me;
but when I looked up a little soothed, it stung me to read in his eyes
the smile his lips repressed. The folly of a child of my age in presuming
to be jealous of his beautiful Miriam, was evidently irresistibly
amusing. My tears and my sobs ceased at once. I locked in the poignant
feelings which could win no sympathy even from him who caused them. I
listened with downcast eyes to his consolations, and apathetically
submitted to his caresses. But Cornelius, satisfied that it was all
right, chid me gently for having made him lose "ten precious minutes,"
gave me a last kiss, and returned to his easel. At once I rose and said--
"May I go downstairs?"
"Of course," he replied; but he looked surprised at the unusual request.
I remained below all day. When after tea I brought out my books as usual,
Cornelius very coolly said--
"My dear, Kate will hear you this evening."
He took his hat and left us. As the door closed upon him, Miss O'Reilly
shook her head and poked the fire pensively. I saw she knew all. Once or
twice she sighed rather deeply, but subduing this she observed with
forced cheerfulness--
"Well. Daisy, let us go through those lessons."
We did go through them, but with strange inattentiveness on either side.
"Nonsense, child!" impatiently exclaimed Kate; "why do you keep stopping
and listening so, it is only Cornelius singing next door; what about it?"
What about it? nothing, of course; and yet you too, Kate, stopped often
in your questioning to catch the tones of your brother's gay and
harmonious voice; you, too, guessed that the time when he could feel
happy to stay at home and sing to you was for ever gone by; you, too,
when the lessons were over, sadly looked at his vacant place, and felt
how far now was he whose song and whose laughter resounded from the next
house. Oh, Love! invader of the heart, pitiless destroyer of its sweetest
ties, for two hearts whom thou makest blest in delightful union, how many
dost thou wound and divide asunder!
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