England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction
On the next evening Miriam called. She entered the room quietly, sat down
on the sofa, took a book from the table, looked listlessly over it, and
spoke calmly as if nothing had occurred. Both she and Kate were more
civil than cordial. Cornelius sat by Miss Russell. There was still a
place vacant by him; it had always been mine; I took it and gently laid
my head on his shoulder. As I did so, I met the glance of Miriam. She had
not seen me until then: she started, turned pale, and, as if she resented
that I, the weak sickly child, should still live, whilst her fair young
sister lay cold in the grave, she said--
"How unwell that child looks!--but perhaps it is only because she is so
sallow."
Childhood is fatally quick in catching the spirit of contest. I reddened,
looked at her, and suddenly pressed my lips to the cheek of Cornelius,
conscious this was more than she dare do.
"Be quiet, child!" he said a little impatiently.
I gave him a look of keen reproach; he did not heed it; his eyes were
again bent on Miriam; he was again absorbed in her. The child whom he had
petted and caressed evening after evening, for two years, was now
forgotten as if she had never existed.
"Daisy," said Kate, "come and help me to wind this skein."
She saw my misery, and did this to give me a pretence to leave them; but
I would not yield. As soon as the skein was wound, I returned to my place
by Cornelius; for two hours I persisted in staying there, vainly striving
to win a caress, a word, a look. Alas! he did not even know I was by him.
He was talking to Miriam of a new piece of music, and said--
"I shall tell Daisy to look it out for you to-morrow."
"Daisy is here," replied Miss Russell, "by you."
He turned round astonished, and exclaimed--
"Why, so she is!"
To be so near him and yet so far apart, was too great a torment. My heart
swelled as if it would burst. Stung at his cruel indifference, I rose,
and without looking back I went up to Kate, sat down on the lowly cushion
at her feet, and thus silently relinquished the place which had been mine
so long.
Miriam Russell was now acknowledged as the betrothed of Cornelius. She
was twenty-six, and independent both in her means and in her actions. Her
aunt declared "that she had made a very bad match, and that she was
throwing herself away on a handsome, penniless Irishman, whose artful
sister was at the bottom of it all."
This speech was repeated to Miss O'Reilly, and brought on a great
coolness between her and her tenant. Kate resented especially the
reflection on her brother. Without letting him know what suggested the
remark, she observed to him in my presence--and it was the only comment
on his engagement I ever heard her make--
"Cornelius, Miss Russell has some property, but I trust you will not
think of marriage before you have won a position."
"No, indeed," he replied, reddening, and throwing back his head half
indignantly.
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