England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction
She handed the lamp to him; he took it reluctantly, just allowed its ray
to fall upon me, then laid it down with a sigh.
"Poor little thing!" he observed, sadly.
"But it might have been much worse," said Miriam, gently.
"Much worse," he echoed.
I could not imagine what they were talking of.
"I am almost well again, Cornelius," I said.
"I am glad of it," he replied, cheerfully; then turning to Miriam, he
again entreated her to go.
"With you," was her brief reply.
He complied: as they went out together, I heard him chiding her for her
imprudent kindness. She did not answer, but smiled silently as the door
closed upon them.
On learning the visit Cornelius had paid me, Kate was very angry. To our
mutual relief he did not suffer from it, and even repeated it in a few
days, in order to take me down to the parlour, where I had begged hard to
take tea with him and Kate. As he lifted me up in the heavy shawl which
wrapped me, Cornelius sighed.
"My poor little Daisy," he said, "how light, how very light you are
getting!"
"Oh! but," I replied, a little nettled, "I am to improve so much, you
know--at least Miss Russell said so--you remember?"
He gave me a rueful look, and, without replying, took me downstairs. Miss
Russell sat by the table looking over a volume of prints; she just raised
her eyes to say quietly--
"I am glad you are well again, Daisy," but took no other notice of me.
Cornelius laid me down on the couch, and sitting on the edge, asked me
how I felt.
"Very well, Cornelius," I replied, and half rising, I passed my arms
around his neck and kissed him. He returned the caress, and at the same
time gently tried to make me lie down again. I detected the uneasy look
he cast at the mirror over the mantle-piece which we both faced; I wanted
to look too; he held me down tenderly, but firmly.
"Not yet, my pet," he said with some emotion, "you must promise not to
look at yourself until I tell you."
The truth flashed on me: I was disfigured; I know not how it had never
occurred to me before. I burst into tears, and hid my face in the pillow
of the sofa. Cornelius vainly tried to comfort me: I would not even look
up at him; to be told by him, and before her, of my disgrace, was too
bitter, too galling.
"Shall we love you less?" asked Cornelius.
"Besides, what is beauty?" inquired Kate.
Miriam said nothing.
I did not regret beauty, which had never been mine to lose, but I
lamented the woful change from plainness to downright ugliness. "I know I
am like Mr. Trim," I despairingly exclaimed,--"without eyebrows or
eyelashes."
"Indeed," replied Cornelius, "your eyelashes are as long, and, like your
eyebrows, as beautifully dark as ever. Let that comfort you."
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