England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction
He promised to do so; and, to please him, I laid my head on the pillow of
the couch. He removed the lamp from my eyes, but in vain I closed them,
and tried to sleep. Every now and then I kept opening them again, and
talking in that excited way, which is the result of over-wrought emotion.
"Cornelius," I said, "I am now quite resolved to stay with you. I should
feel too miserable to be even a day away. Always thinking about typhus,
you know."
"Sleep, child," was his only reply.
I tried; but awhile afterwards I was again talking.
"And the Academy!" I said, "and 'The Young Girl Reading'! Are the other
pictures sold?"
I half-rose on one elbow to look at Cornelius, who sat a little behind
me. Without answering, he made me lie down again, and laid his hand on my
eyes and brow. He possessed, perhaps, something of mesmeric power, for
unconsciously I fell asleep; but mine was not a deep or perfect slumber.
I was aware of a change that I could not understand or define. I felt,
however, some one bending over me, and a long and lingering kiss was
pressed on my brow.
"It is Cornelius going up-stairs," I thought even in my sleep, but
without awakening. My next remembrance is that I looked up with sudden
terror, and that I found myself face to face with Kate, who sat by the
table weeping bitterly. I looked for Cornelius and saw him not.
"Kate, Kate!" I cried, starting to my feet, "where is he? What has
happened?"
She shook her head and never replied.
I crossed the room and opened the door of the front parlour; it was empty
and in confusion; I ran to the front door, opened it, and looked down the
moonlit street.
"Cornelius!" I cried, "Cornelius!"
I paused and listened; all I heard was the sound of a carriage rolling
away in the distance. My voice died on my lips in broken accents; my arms
fell by my side powerless and dead. He was gone! gone without a word of
explanation or adieu. In this one circumstance I read a remote journey
and a long absence, and yet I would believe in neither. I re-entered the
parlour where Kate still sat in the same attitude. I went up to her.
"So he is gone to Yorkshire to see Mr. Smalley?" I said agitatedly.
"He is gone to Spain," she briefly answered.
My heart fell.
"To Spain! for a few months, I suppose?"
"For years!"
"I don't believe it!" I cried, angrily; "he could not, would not do such
a thing. You want to frighten me, Kate, but I don't believe you; no, I
don't."
"You do; in your heart you do; in your heart you know it."
I did know it; for I gave way to a burst of passion and grief, and spoke
to Kate as I never before had spoken.
"Gone! gone to Spain, and for years! Kate! how dare you let him go and
not tell me?"
She looked up at me; her eyes flashing through her tears.
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