England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction
"Yes, you coaxing little thing; for he is devotedly fond of you, and I
believe you like him with your whole heart, though it took you so long to
find it out. What would you and he have done without me."
"I don't know, Kate, but how came you to let him think of going?"
"Ah! he quite deceived me in that matter; I never dreamt of it until it
was all settled. It was no use my telling him that if you only knew he
liked you, you would be glad to have him, as indeed any girl in her
senses would. He said you only liked him in a sisterly sort of way, and
would be off. I thought I would find out when he was gone, what sort of a
way it was, but I had not the trouble."
I smiled. She gave me a wistful look and said:
"Ah! you don't want to be his niece now, do you?"
"No, indeed," I promptly answered.
"And I don't wish it either," she replied with a stifled sigh, "time was
when I fretted and repined; when I wished I had been the wife of Edward
Burns, and that his child had been my child; but that is over. I am glad
now that my heart was denied that which it craved so eagerly; that my
youth was cold and lonely; that my sorrow which past, purchased him and
you a happiness which will I trust endure. Oh, Daisy! this is a good
world after all, and with a good God over it; don't you see how the grief
of one is made to work the bliss of another; how because your father and
I were severed, the two children we loved so dearly can be united?"
"I see, Kate," I replied looking up into her face, "that Cornelius is
good; that I, too, am what is called a good girl, and yet that we are two
selfish creatures; that you alone are truly good and noble."
She shook her head with humble denial.
"I am an idolator for all that," she replied, her lips trembling
slightly, "and you are blind if you do not see it. When I lost my lover,
I set my heart on a child--for what are we to do with our hearts, if we
don't love with them?--and he has kept it, and if God, to chastise me,
were to take him from me to-morrow, I feel I should love him as much in
his grave as I do on earth. If it be a sin, I trust to His mercy to
forgive it. Sometimes, when my heart fails me, I cling to the
recollection of His humanity. He who felt so much tenderness for his dear
mother; who loved His brethren so truly; who cherished the beloved
disciple; who wept by the grave of Lazarus, will surely not be very
severe on a poor woman to whose whole life he thought fit to grant but
one delight and one happy love. Do you think he will, Daisy?"
I was too much moved to reply.
"Now, child," she said gaily, "don't cry, or Cornelius, whom I hear
coming down after you, will think I have been scolding my future sister-
in-law."
"And would you not have the right to do so?" I asked, kissing her with
mingled tenderness and reverence.
As she returned the embrace, Cornelius entered, and from the threshold of
the door, looked at us with a delighted smile.
CHAPTER XIX.
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