As he drove on in the silence of the moon-lit winter night his soul grew
calmer and calmer, and when he saw across the silvery heath the White
House gradually rising before him like a monument of marble, he began to
weep bitterly.
“Hang it! I am blubbering on like an old woman,” he murmured, and
whipped his horse till all the bells jingled loudly. They sounded in his
ear like the knell of all that was good.
In the wood, behind which a side path branched off to Lotkeim, he
halted, tied his horse to a distant trunk of a tree, and took off the
bells so that their jingling should not prematurely betray him. Then
he took the revolver out of the boot of the sledge and examined the
cartridges. Six shots--two for each--no harm in having an extra one.
It was bitterly cold, and his feet were benumbed. He crouched at the
bottom of the sledge, so that the fur rug should entirely cover him. It
was warm and comfortable underneath it, and gradually he felt a great
lassitude coming over him, as if he could have fallen asleep. But then
he roused himself again.
“You are not at all in earnest about killing them,” he murmured, “or you
would feel very differently.”
Then he sprang up and cried out in the night, “I _will_, I swear it to
you, mother.... I will!” And in assurance thereof he shot a ball into
the air, so that the echo rolled through the silence awfully and the
ravens flew croaking from their nests.
The nearer the hour approached at which the brothers must return home
the more nervous he grew; but his nervousness was not about the bloody
deed: he trembled lest at the last moment his hand should fail him, his
courage vanish, for they had always called him a coward.
It might have been about four o’clock in the morning, and the moon was
already waning, when the sound of bells was heard in the distance--at
first softly, then louder and louder. He sprang into the hollow which
the driving snow had nearly filled up, and threw himself flat upon the
ground. The sledge neared the edge of the wood; two persons wrapped in
furs sat in it--it was they. But how long they were coming!
The sledge drove slower and slower at every step. The bells tinkled
faintly, and the reins hung down loosely over the sides of the horse.
The brothers were snoring. They were given up to him defenceless.
He sprang forward quickly, seized the horse’s rein, and unfastened the
harness. The sledge stopped, but its masters slept on.
He stood before them staring down upon them. The hand that held his
pistol trembled violently.
“What shall I do with them now?” he murmured. “I can’t kill them in
their sleep. They must be drunk as well, otherwise they would have woke
up long ago. The best way would be to let them go and wait for the next
time.”
He was just going to harness the horse again when it darted into his
mind that he had sworn to his mother he would kill them.
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