Paul remained standing at the door timidly. He would have given much to
be alone with his dead mother for one moment, but as that was impossible
he softly crept out and looked through the window from outside, as if he
were one of the lookers-on from the village who were standing there.
A little later Max came to him and led him confidentially aside. “I have
a favor to ask you, dear boy,” he said; “my throat is quite parched with
the dust of the journey and with crying. Could you procure me a drop of
beer?”
Paul answered that there were two full casks, but that they were only to
be tapped next morning for the funeral.
“Just give me the tap,” Max answered; “I am an expert. The beer in the
casks will be just as fresh to-morrow as it is to-day.”
And when Paul had done his bidding, he turned his back on him and went
away.
At eleven o’clock the candles round the coffin were blown out--every one
retired to rest.
Paul found that there was no bed left for him, and climbed into the
hay-loft, where he sat upright all night buried in thought.
At ten o’clock in the morning the first guests arrived, and, indeed,
such guests as had neither accepted the invitation nor been expected at
all. When Paul saw them coming his first thought was, “Have I provided
enough food and drink?” and the more the carriages came rolling into the
yard, and entire strangers kept stretching out their black-gloved hands
to his family, the more a voice seemed to say to him, “There won’t be
enough.”
His father had again one of his days of grandeur. He sat in his portable
chair as if on a throne, his two eldest sons like vassals near him, and
allowed himself to be admired in his grief.
Whenever a new guest came up to him he pressed the proffered right
hand in both of his, as if _he_ were the one to console, bent his
grief-stricken head, and spoke broken words in a voice stifled with
sobs, such as: “Yes, she has gone! gone! she’s gone! There is no balm
for the wounds of the heart! May heaven make amends to her for the grief
earth has caused her!” and so forth.
In between he called out to Paul, “My son, you do not provide any wine!
My son, remember to offer our guests some refreshment.”
Paul ran from one to the other like a waiter, anxiously counting the
bottles, which diminished rapidly, and envying his sisters, who, in
their fine black dresses, could quietly sit in a corner and cry to their
hearts’ content, while the strange sister-in-law consoled them. He had
not thought of the mourning-dresses in his calculation at all, and it
was great good-luck that the merchant sent them on credit, otherwise his
sisters could not have appeared at all.
He himself did not look like a mourner in his simple gray suit, and
most of the guests who did not know him went quietly past him, and only
noticed his existence when he offered them wine and cigars.
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