“Children, children!” he said, sinking down in a chair, almost as
helpless as they were.
“Scold us, Paul,” sobbed Kate.
“No, rather beat us,” urged Greta; “we have deserved it.”
He passed his hand across his brow. It all still seemed to him like a
bad dream.
“How could this have happened?” he murmured. “Have I watched over you so
badly?”
“They said they--wanted to--marry us!” Kate gasped out.
“When the year of mourning was over, the wedding was to be,” added
Greta.
“And if they said that, they shall keep their word,” he said,
endeavoring to console himself. “Do not kneel to me, children, kneel
down before God--you need it. This portrait henceforth shall stand
on your little table every night. Will you then still have courage to
pursue the path of shame? Good-night.”
They rushed after him and entreated him to stay with them, “they were so
frightened!” but he disengaged himself gently from them and went up
to his garret, where he sat and brooded in the dark. He was so deeply
ashamed that he thought he should never more be able to bear the light
of day.
The next morning he sent for the foreman and paid him off.
The good man looked up into his face quite aghast. “But now, Mr.
Meyerhofer, when all is going on so well?” he said.
“Yes, going on so well,” he murmured, thoughtfully. “Shame added to
misfortune!--the man is right.”
“Something has upset me,” he then said, “which has given me a disgust
for work. Let us leave it for the moment, and when the time comes I will
send for you again.”
His father bitterly complained over the disturbance in the night. “What
were you storming about in the garden?” he asked. “I heard your voice!”
“Thieves were after the apples,” replied Paul.
The twins had red, swollen eyes, and did not dare to raise them from the
ground.
“So that’s how fallen girls look,” thought Paul, and promised to be as
strict with them as a jailer. But when he spoke harshly to them for the
first time, and they looked up at him with a pained, humble glance, like
two penitent Magdalenes, he was so much overcome by pity that he folded
them weeping in his arms, and said, “Compose yourselves, children; all
will yet be well.”
He was under the firm conviction that the two Erdmanns would not let the
day pass without coming to the Haidehof. “Their consciences will bring
them,” he said to himself. He felt so sure of it that after dinner he
strongly urged his father, who in his laziness had become very slovenly,
to put on his new coat, as visitors of importance were expected. His
father yielded, grumbling, and was doubly angry afterwards when he found
that the immense exertion had been quite useless.
“They will come to-morrow,” said Paul to himself when he went to bed;
“they have not had the courage to-day.”
But the next day passed, too, without anybody appearing, and so the
whole week went by.
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