Dolores’ timidity left her at the suggestion. “I am sure Your Lowness
had nothing to do with--with that night. Otherwise it would not seem
so wrong to tell it here--such an injustice to John. The fault was not
his. It was mine--all mine. I did what he implored me not to do. I
urged myself upon him beyond his strength. The only excuse for me is
that, with all I had known of mortal man, I really did not understand.
And he--he had felt so safe in his sorrow.”
Half-rising, she clutched the table for support and gazed along the
double file of spectral faces. The leer on the lips of him nicknamed
Old Original aroused her to further defense.
“Perhaps our mateship was not meant to be gainsaid. Perhaps the races
of the mortal world would be worthier their fair lands if right were
not made wrong by mortal laws--if only the Maker whom John questioned
need be obeyed. Perhaps He meant that the crave to be satisfied of all
true love should compensate for His inexorable law that man must die.”
At the shriek of derision that greeted her thought, she lifted her head
and eyes in a transport of humble defiance.
“Whatever the perhaps and perhaps, I do not regret. The proof of what
I felt for John I never shall regret. If I did wrong it was in caring
for him and that I could not help. Love’s first and best impulse is to
bestow. I knew that I belonged to him and I wanted him to know. I am
glad--_glad_ that I told him. The way I gave the knowledge was called a
crime--the only crime on earth not judged by motive and circumstance.
Surely on that Day when justice becomes absolute, I shall not be
blamed. What is a whispered confession, a lingering kiss, an abandoned
embrace, to be quibbled over by Him said to have made us and all that
we are from the impulse of love divine? Did not He Himself decree that
love must be served?”
“She-fiend, you overstep yourself!”
The lash of His Majesty’s voice convinced the girl-soul. Whipped by it
back into her chair, she awaited the chastisement which probably would
follow her regardlessness of rules. Thoughts of the Wantons’ Well and
the Ward for Bastard Babes subdued her small access of courage in the
dread which had come with her from Earth to Shadow Land. She closed her
eyes; ceased to breathe; expected. The pause seemed long; was long.
When finally the Rex of Reversals spoke, his humorous tone and diction
made her realize that until then she had expected clemency.
“Hard to beat, this faith of fools! At least, the Great Judge of whom
you hope a reprieve from the fiat of your world hasn’t any corner on
tolerance. Although love is a puny motive, I excuse a lot of it for
sake of the passion it begets. Young woman, your story interests me.
Since so large an audience has disconcerted you, suppose you finish it
to sympathetic me alone. It is hate divine that must be served and you
who must serve it.”
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