“She may not have known that I was on the way.” John appeared to be
advising himself. “But she did seem so close to me that morning above
the sea. Her voice sounded so clear--so near. I was sure she had called
me. If I could hear her with ears of clay, it seems as though she---- I
tried to answer her. I wonder----”
Neither father nor son had noticed two small clouds which had appeared
on the horizon line above the nether world. Mere fluttering specks
at first, they had developed color and form in a rapid approach. They
settled upon the sward and hurried forward. He in advance was of
up-standing form, his face beautiful and ardent, despite its lines of
care. By one hand, he led a fair girl spirit whose head hung as if from
shame and whose eyes, on close approach, showed to brim with tears.
Boldly enough the youth lined up before the two Cabots.
“I am Amor and this is Innocentia. You know us well, although on Earth
you could not see us. In a way we belong to you as well as to our dear
Dolores.”
“Dolores?” John snatched at the name. “You can tell us where she is?”
“Let me prepare you”--in pity, Amor. “I owe my life to you, John Cabot.
I was, in fact, born of your heart beats that day you first saw her in
Seff’s shop. Not consciously--of course mortals realize only the half
of what they do--you sent me to her side to guide her. I have done what
I could. But earthlings have no care for love. They never think to
spare it until after it is dead.”
The shy girl spirit was moved by her comrade’s self-depreciation to
speak. “Amor has been splendid. He was close beside her when she heard
the news that you had been sent to the Fields. He proposed our search
for you. And he held me up with sheer strength when I felt that I must
swoon from exhaustion. Always he has tried to protect me even as--as
you.”
“As I?” John asked.
“Don’t you recognize me yet?” She brushed the moisture from her eyes
and lifted them to his, twin blue anemones. “I am what you loved best
in your love. Although you could not see me as now, you knew that I was
there. You held me dearer than her beauty, than her youth--yes, even
than her passion for you.”
“In mercy’s name, don’t taunt me!” John’s voice was a sort of groan. “I
did value you. I tried to save you from myself. God knows how hard I
tried. It seems incredible to me now that I should have torn you from
her--trampled on you----”
“Trampled me? You never did that.” Her timidity conquered by sight of
his suffering, Innocentia touched his arm. “Not for one minute was I
really afraid of you. A great love, such as yours, could not harm me.
Amor often told me that. I stayed close to her on Earth and crossed
with her into Shadow Land.”
“Even down there we’ve been with her most of the time,” Amor added.
“_Down there?_” Startled out of his shame, John Cabot peered into the
care-worn faces of the guardian pair. “You mean--she is assigned----”
He read the answer in their distressed, averted looks. His mind was
quickly made.
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