“Even the mist of your memory weakens me. Wasted--_you_--when I may
never be so bad again?”
He became interested in a stinging sensation in one eye never felt
before. With a forefinger he touched the lid. Its tip was not moist.
Yet the pressure within increased. Excitement caught him as he realized
what must be about to occur. He lifted his voice in a shouted command.
“Holder of the Tear Bowl! Quick--to hand--the Bowl!”
When only the reverberations of his voice made response, he bemoaned
the lost opportunity.
“Through the sorrows of all ages to expect it, only that, when it
comes, none should be here to catch it!”
It fell. A great, gleaming, heavy drop, it slipped from beneath its
lid. Salt as brine, it smarted as it rolled down his cheek. Yet no
watery, crocodile effluence was this. It did not spatter on the floor.
Lasting as a diamond it looked.
Carefully he picked it up. Solemnly he examined it. This tear that he
had shed--his first--was of that sincerest sort, a tear of pity for
himself.
* * * * *
The while, straight and swift as the spirit’s cry, Dolores had fled the
palace. Out of the portal and through the gate she ran, past darting
demons abroad to enjoy the fury of the storm. A slim creature in white
gleaming through the blackness, she fluttered the imagination of a
group of celebrants staggering from an overplus of draughts inhaled to
the consort of the King. With raucous cries and out-clutching hands,
several pursued her. But too slow were they, or too fleet she.
At the Gehennan gates, the guard fell back, advised by the evil eye of
the royal signet ring. Once safely outside, she turned and flung the
blazing trophy back to them.
Seemingly alone, she felt the presence of guards stronger than they
and more spiritual than herself. These she did not fear to trust, so
tenderly did shadowy wings seem to surround her, so firmly was she
steadied from stumbling, so wise was the counsel she heard. Although
the storm still raged, lightnings concentrated before her and illumined
her way, as up and up she sped.
And with her sped happy thoughts. John she soon should find. That
she knew. Her feet were swift from lightsomeness and he could not
have progressed far, all weighted as he was by the burden of his
disappointment. Amor and Innocentia--even now her sweet comrades must
be seeking her. All things of her they knew and never for long had
they deserted her. Since they were not born of Earth, they must be
well acquainted with the by-paths of this strange Beyond. Should the
way to John prove difficult, the love-lad would lead her aright. And
if reproach still looked from out the soul of him she had forsworn,
Innocentia would appeal. John and their babe she soon should find and
all be well.
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