“Don’t trust anyone absolutely. I fear at times that your rating of me
is too high.” Humility tore from her reverential regard the pastor’s
eyes, although his hands shook with appreciation of her praise.
“Remember how everything finite that goes up must come down. Only the
soul can ascend and stay on high. The flowers that lift their heads to
bloom must wither and die. The lightest feather in the most buoyant
breeze eventually returns to the earth from which it blew.”
“But it is my soul you will exalt, dear Dr. Willard.”
At her reminder, one of his hands moved to where its palm fitted over
the ball of her shoulder.
“Let me be a father to you. Yes, let me be a father to you,” he kept
repeating. The while, his palm pressed her shoulder, began to move
around and around.
“And you’ll teach me your religion?”
Dolores’ head threw back in exhilarating hope. As one performs small
acts in the largest moments, she plucked a long, silver-gold hair off
the black cloth of his coat. In the same motion, despite her boasted
control of impulse, her hand continued around his neck.
“_My_ religion, child? I’ll gladly teach if you--if you care to learn,”
he responded, drawing her to him in a close and closer embrace.
“It means safety to me--everything. You won’t find me dull. I believe I
shall learn readily from you.”
“I believe--you could.” The palm over the ball of her shoulder pressed
harder; moved faster. “But, dear daughter, don’t place me or any man
upon too high a pedestal, lest we fall--lest we fall.”
“I am sure----” To avoid contradicting her mentor, the pupil altered
the form of her statement. “I _hope_ that you never will fall.”
“And I hope--you don’t get--that hope!”
With the hoarse exclamation, Dr. Willard rose to his feet, drew the
girl after him and clutched her with a vehemence that made them stand
as one. Before she could draw away her face or realize that suddenly
she was again afraid, she felt his mustache against her cheek.
“We’ll seal the bargain, my child. Just the kiss of a father--the kiss
of a father,” he rasped close to her ear.
The insult crushed upon her mouth was not, however, fatherly. The
unequal struggle started by it was of no spiritual excitation. How she
wrenched herself away from him; how he headed off her rush toward the
door; how she eluded his clutching pursuit in and out among the other
young animals he had trapped; how she escaped from their stumble over
the couchant lynx, left him panting on the floor, ran screaming like
the hunted thing he had made of her into the corridor and up the first
flight of stairs----
The full horror of what had happened did not come to her until she
stood before the astonished music committee. Her hair dishevelled, her
waist torn open down the front, her discretion in shreds, she flamed
upon them.
“When even a minister of the gospel can’t be trusted, where--_where_ am
I to go?”
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