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“By this time you’d come back, but he didn’t even turn though I kept my
off-eye alive on you. ‘That is—admission,’ he said, talking very low
now. ‘We have started at the end, and defeated all the weary
preliminaries.’ ‘Doesn’t it all amount to the same, though?’ I said;
‘for we’ll have to work back.’ ‘No, it’s not the same,’ he said, ‘for at
the end I do not greatly care to turn back for my sake. I shall for
yours, if you will; but I somehow feel, that to work back is something
for which you, too, do not greatly care.’”
“What did he mean?” Joy interrupted. “How could you follow all this,
Jerry?”
“Follow what he says? I’d get his drift if he made love to me in Latin!
He was taking me at my face value, Joy—which wasn’t right, God
knows—and dropping the remark in passing that he wouldn’t expect me to
do the same thing with him, although he sort of thought that I would
anyhow!”
“It’s so—so strange.”
“Strange! It’s—as he says—a dream! How did he happen to be your
cousin, anyway? Didn’t you ever know he was?”
Joy explained, and the two fell into a silent labyrinth of wonder. Jerry
walked restlessly about the room. “And he’s still unmarried, though
every woman that passed his way must have made a grab for him!”
“He looks to me like a man who has always had his way—with women,” said
Joy, trembling to break in upon Jerry’s exultation, but fearful memory
driving the words out of her. “What if he was—just bandying words,
Jerry? And thought you were too? Or didn’t care—what you thought? The
last kind I know——You admitted too much, right off like that, it seems
to me.”
Jerry laughed, running her fingers through her hair with a satisfied
sigh. “Don’t you think I’ve been through enough sieges of men and their
lines, in my life, not to be able to tell a real thing from a line? The
real thing just thumps out. You never can mistake it. A line can be
finely spun, but it can’t thump. The real thing and a line can have the
same words—that’s where we women get fooled—it’s manner and looks
you’ve got to watch.”
“He’s awfully cynical about women,” said Joy. “And his face, Jerry—it’s
so full of—so—experienced.”
“Can you imagine me getting along well with anyone who was—not?” Jerry
questioned; and then smiled again. Joy started. Her smile held in it an
echo of Mabel’s peculiar radiance. “Cynical! His face looks like a kid’s
who has asked for a stick of candy and been stuffed with the whole candy
store.”
She began to slide out of her clothes. “And he doesn’t know—that I’m
Galatea! Can you tie that?”
“You—don’t have to tell him,” and Joy watched her from the corner of
one eye as she brushed her hair. “He doesn’t care about working
back—he’s said so—you never have to tell him a—thing.”
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