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Watching the sight before her, Joy felt a nauseation that she had ever
touched liquor herself. Wigs’ tears reminded her sickeningly of her own.
She had been living in a daze; but the daze had worn off. To-night was
the finishing touch. Packy may have been despicable, but his words about
Jerry and Sarah at this moment seemed to be justified.
She rose and left, ignoring Davy’s pleas for her to stay, and the fact
that her departure threw Wigs into a fresh fit of tears. Jerry was still
remarking that the evening was young and tender—and Joy had no doubt
but that they would all drink until they were unable to move.
In the morning she got up early and packed her things—a decision born
of the night hours, which did not change its colour in the rays of the
sun. She was going home. Her visit had stretched itself far beyond its
first designated limits. Her father could not understand why she had not
come long since. She would go back to the Mid-Victorian house and face
the family portraits—feel the protection of the four walls of the
ancestral mansion around her—enjoy the peace and security of the little
town.
A thought held her up, as she was folding a sweater. What of her
singing? To leave Boston would be to leave Pa Graham. She had been
subconsciously assuming that her music would always go on, but—how?
In a very few minutes she had dressed for the street and was hurrying
out of the apartment. No one was stirring, but it was nine o clock, and
she knew Pa would be in his studio. If she could only get there before
his first lesson——
There is something about the personal quality of singing, and the
reverence the teacher inspires as the embodiment of that great art, that
draws the confidence. If singing teachers could tell half the stories of
the lives of their pupils!
Pa was alone playing in the great studio, and came forward with
delighted welcome: “Back again, my prima donna! Are you ready and eager
for work once more?” Before her white wistfulness he paused. She stood
looking around the room, at the busts of Mendelssohn and Beethoven; at
the shrine to “Patti—the thing that happened once” in the far corner;
at the photograph of Sembrich of the golden voice supreme, with loving
greetings to Pa written across the face; the piles of music on the
pianos——A sob arose to her lips. “Oh, Pa!” she said. “If you could
only understand! Everything—has left me!” Days of waiting, of patient
tears, brought a swift little rush of words: “I haven’t even a
heart—any more.”
Pa took her hand gently and led her to a chair. Then he stood before
her, stroking his short little beard, his old eyes very soft under his
bent brows.
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