Didactic fiction; England -- Fiction; Jewish fiction; Jews -- England -- Fiction; Zionists -- Fiction
“You are a beautiful young lady—you have been brought up in ease—you
have done what you would—you have not said to yourself, ‘I must know
this exactly,’ ‘I must understand this exactly,’ ‘I must do this
exactly,’”—in uttering these three terrible _musts_, Klesmer lifted up
three long fingers in succession. “In sum, you have not been called
upon to be anything but a charming young lady, whom it is an
impoliteness to find fault with.”
He paused an instant; then resting his fingers on his hips again, and
thrusting out his powerful chin, he said,
“Well, then, with that preparation, you wish to try the life of an
artist; you wish to try a life of arduous, unceasing work,
and—uncertain praise. Your praise would have to be earned, like your
bread; and both would come slowly, scantily—what do I say?—they may
hardly come at all.”
This tone of discouragement, which Klesmer had hoped might suffice
without anything more unpleasant, roused some resistance in Gwendolen.
With a slight turn of her head away from him, and an air of pique, she
said,
“I thought that you, being an artist, would consider the life one of
the most honorable and delightful. And if I can do nothing better?—I
suppose I can put up with the same risks as other people do.”
“Do nothing better?” said Klesmer, a little fired. “No, my dear Miss
Harleth, you could do nothing better—neither man nor woman could do
anything better—if you could do what was best or good of its kind. I
am not decrying the life of the true artist. I am exalting it. I say,
it is out of the reach of any but choice organizations—natures framed
to love perfection and to labor for it; ready, like all true lovers, to
endure, to wait, to say, I am not yet worthy, but she—Art, my
mistress—is worthy, and I will live to merit her. An honorable life?
Yes. But the honor comes from the inward vocation and the hard-won
achievement: there is no honor in donning the life as a livery.”
Some excitement of yesterday had revived in Klesmer and hurried him
into speech a little aloof from his immediate friendly purpose. He had
wished as delicately as possible to rouse in Gwendolen a sense of her
unfitness for a perilous, difficult course; but it was his wont to be
angry with the pretensions of incompetence, and he was in danger of
getting chafed. Conscious of this, he paused suddenly. But Gwendolen’s
chief impression was that he had not yet denied her the power of doing
what would be good of its kind. Klesmer’s fervor seemed to be a sort of
glamor such as he was prone to throw over things in general; and what
she desired to assure him of was that she was not afraid of some
preliminary hardships. The belief that to present herself in public on
the stage must produce an effect such as she had been used to feel
certain of in private life, was like a bit of her flesh—it was not to
be peeled off readily, but must come with blood and pain. She said, in
a tone of some insistence;
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