Didactic fiction; England -- Fiction; Jewish fiction; Jews -- England -- Fiction; Zionists -- Fiction
Mrs. Davilow colored. She usually avoided any reference to such facts
about Gwendolen’s step-father as that he had carried off his wife’s
jewelry and disposed of it. After a moment’s pause she went on,
“And these things have not been reckoned on for any expenses. Carry
them with you.”
“That would be quite useless, mamma,” said Gwendolen, coldly.
“Governesses don’t wear ornaments. You had better get me a gray frieze
livery and a straw poke, such as my aunt’s charity children wear.”
“No, dear, no; don’t take that view of it. I feel sure the Momperts
will like you the better for being graceful and elegant.”
“I am not at all sure what the Momperts will like me to be. It is
enough that I am expected to be what they like,” said Gwendolen
bitterly.
“If there is anything you would object to less—anything that could be
done—instead of your going to the bishop’s, do say so, Gwendolen. Tell
me what is in your heart. I will try for anything you wish,” said the
mother, beseechingly. “Don’t keep things away from me. Let us bear them
together.”
“Oh, mamma, there is nothing to tell. I can’t do anything better. I
must think myself fortunate if they will have me. I shall get some
money for you. That is the only thing I have to think of. I shall not
spend any money this year: you will have all the eighty pounds. I don’t
know how far that will go in housekeeping; but you need not stitch your
poor fingers to the bone, and stare away all the sight that the tears
have left in your dear eyes.”
Gwendolen did not give any caresses with her words as she had been used
to do. She did not even look at her mother, but was looking at the
turquoise necklace as she turned it over her fingers.
“Bless you for your tenderness, my good darling!” said Mrs. Davilow,
with tears in her eyes. “Don’t despair because there are clouds now.
You are so young. There may be great happiness in store for you yet.”
“I don’t see any reason for expecting it, mamma,” said Gwendolen, in a
hard tone; and Mrs. Davilow was silent, thinking as she had often
thought before—“What did happen between her and Mr. Grandcourt?”
“I _will_ keep this necklace, mamma,” said Gwendolen, laying it apart
and then closing the casket. “But do get the other things sold, even if
they will not bring much. Ask my uncle what to do with them. I shall
certainly not use them again. I am going to take the veil. I wonder if
all the poor wretches who have ever taken it felt as I do.”
“Don’t exaggerate evils, dear.”
“How can any one know that I exaggerate, when I am speaking of my own
feeling? I did not say what any one else felt.”
She took out the torn handkerchief from her pocket again, and wrapped
it deliberately round the necklace. Mrs. Davilow observed the action
with some surprise, but the tone of her last words discouraged her from
asking any question.
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