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clinging memory of a disgrace, and gradually obliterated all other
thought, leaving only the consciousness that she had taken those scenes
into her life. Her long wakefulness seemed a delirium; a faint, faint
light penetrated beside the window-curtain; the chillness increased.
She could bear it no longer, and cried “Mamma!”
“Yes, dear,” said Mrs. Davilow, immediately, in a wakeful voice.
“Let me come to you.”
She soon went to sleep on her mother’s shoulder, and slept on till
late, when, dreaming of a lit-up ball-room, she opened her eyes on her
mother standing by the bedside with a small packet in her hand.
“I am sorry to wake you, darling, but I thought it better to give you
this at once. The groom has brought Criterion; he has come on another
horse, and says he is to stay here.”
Gwendolen sat up in bed and opened the packet. It was a delicate
enameled casket, and inside was a splendid diamond ring with a letter
which contained a folded bit of colored paper and these words:
Pray wear this ring when I come at twelve in sign of our betrothal. I
enclose a check drawn in the name of Mr. Gascoigne, for immediate
expenses. Of course Mrs. Davilow will remain at Offendene, at least
for some time. I hope, when I come, you will have granted me an early
day, when you may begin to command me at a shorter distance.—Yours
devotedly,
H. M. GRANDCOURT.
The check was for five hundred pounds, and Gwendolen turned it toward
her mother, with the letter.
“How very kind and delicate!” said Mrs. Davilow, with much feeling.
“But I really should like better not to be dependent on a son-in-law. I
and the girls could get along very well.”
“Mamma, if you say that again, I will not marry him,” said Gwendolen,
angrily.
“My dear child, I trust you are not going to marry only for my sake,”
said Mrs. Davilow, deprecatingly.
Gwendolen tossed her head on the pillow away from her mother, and let
the ring lie. She was irritated at this attempt to take away a motive.
Perhaps the deeper cause of her irritation was the consciousness that
she was not going to marry solely for her mamma’s sake—that she was
drawn toward the marriage in ways against which stronger reasons than
her mother’s renunciation were yet not strong enough to hinder her. She
had waked up to the signs that she was irrevocably engaged, and all the
ugly visions, the alarms, the arguments of the night, must be met by
daylight, in which probably they would show themselves weak. “What I
long for is your happiness, dear,” continued Mrs. Davilow, pleadingly.
“I will not say anything to vex you. Will you not put on the ring?”
For a few moments Gwendolen did not answer, but her thoughts were
active. At last she raised herself with a determination to do as she
would do if she had started on horseback, and go on with spirit,
whatever ideas might be running in her head.
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