“I can’t help your being so damnably disagreeable to women,” said Grandcourt, in soothing apology. “To one woman, if you please.” “It makes no difference since she is the one in question.” “I suppose I am not to be turned adrift after fifteen years without some provision.” “You must have saved something out of me.” “Deuced little. I have often saved something for you.” “You can have three hundred a year. But you must live in town and be ready to look after things when I want you. I shall be rather hard up.” “If you are not going to be at Ryelands this winter, I might run down there and let you know how Swinton goes on.” “If you like. I don’t care a toss where you are, so that you keep out of sight.” “Much obliged,” said Lush, able to take the affair more easily than he had expected. He was supported by the secret belief that he should by-and-by be wanted as much as ever. “Perhaps you will not object to packing up as soon as possible,” said Grandcourt. “The Torringtons are coming, and Miss Harleth will be riding over here.” “With all my heart. Can’t I be of use in going to Gadsmere?” “No. I am going myself.” “About your being rather hard up. Have you thought of that plan—” “Just leave me alone, will you?” said Grandcourt, in his lowest audible tone, tossing his cigar into the fire, and rising to walk away. He spent the evening in the solitude of the smaller drawing-room, where, with various new publications on the table of the kind a gentleman may like to have on hand without touching, he employed himself (as a philosopher might have done) in sitting meditatively on the sofa and abstaining from literature—political, comic, cynical, or romantic. In this way hours may pass surprisingly soon, without the arduous invisible chase of philosophy; not from love of thought, but from hatred of effort—from a state of the inward world, something like premature age, where the need for action lapses into a mere image of what has been, is, and may or might be; where impulse is born and dies in a phantasmal world, pausing in rejection of even a shadowy fulfillment. That is a condition which often comes with whitening hair; and sometimes, too, an intense obstinacy and tenacity of rule, like the main trunk of an exorbitant egoism, conspicuous in proportion as the varied susceptibilities of younger years are stripped away.