Didactic fiction; England -- Fiction; Jewish fiction; Jews -- England -- Fiction; Zionists -- Fiction
Happily it did not rain the next day, and Gwendolen rode to Diplow on
Criterion as she had done on that former day when she returned with her
mother in the carriage. She always felt the more daring for being in
her riding-dress; besides having the agreeable belief that she looked
as well as possible in it—a sustaining consciousness in any meeting
which seems formidable. Her anger toward Deronda had changed into a
superstitious dread—due, perhaps, to the coercion he had exercised
over her thought—lest the first interference of his in her life might
foreshadow some future influence. It is of such stuff that
superstitions are commonly made: an intense feeling about ourselves
which makes the evening star shine at us with a threat, and the
blessing of a beggar encourage us. And superstitions carry consequences
which often verify their hope or their foreboding.
The time before luncheon was taken up for Gwendolen by going over the
rooms with Mrs. Torrington and Mrs. Davilow; and she thought it likely
that if she saw Deronda, there would hardly be need for more than a bow
between them. She meant to notice him as little as possible.
And after all she found herself under an inward compulsion too strong
for her pride. From the first moment of their being in the room
together, she seemed to herself to be doing nothing but notice him;
everything else was automatic performance of an habitual part.
When he took his place at lunch, Grandcourt had said, “Deronda, Miss
Harleth tells me you were not introduced to her at Leubronn?”
“Miss Harleth hardly remembers me, I imagine,” said Deronda, looking at
her quite simply, as they bowed. “She was intensely occupied when I saw
her.”
Now, did he suppose that she had not suspected him of being the person
who redeemed her necklace?
“On the contrary. I remember you very well,” said Gwendolen, feeling
rather nervous, but governing herself and looking at him in return with
new examination. “You did not approve of my playing at roulette.”
“How did you come to that conclusion?” said Deronda, gravely.
“Oh, you cast an evil eye on my play,” said Gwendolen, with a turn of
her head and a smile. “I began to lose as soon as you came to look on.
I had always been winning till then.”
“Roulette in such a kennel as Leubronn is a horrid bore,” said
Grandcourt.
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