Didactic fiction; England -- Fiction; Jewish fiction; Jews -- England -- Fiction; Zionists -- Fiction
“Good God! say at once that you are going to marry her,” she burst out,
passionately, her knees shaking and her hands tightly clasped.
“Of course, this kind of thing must happen some time or other, Lydia,”
said he; really, now the thumb-screw was on, not wishing to make the
pain worse.
“You didn’t always see the necessity.”
“Perhaps not. I see it now.”
In those few undertoned words of Grandcourt’s she felt as absolute a
resistance as if her thin fingers had been pushing at a fast shut iron
door. She knew her helplessness, and shrank from testing it by any
appeal—shrank from crying in a dead ear and clinging to dead knees,
only to see the immovable face and feel the rigid limbs. She did not
weep nor speak; she was too hard pressed by the sudden certainty which
had as much of chill sickness in it as of thought and emotion. The
defeated clutch of struggling hope gave her in these first moments a
horrible sensation. At last she rose, with a spasmodic effort, and,
unconscious of every thing but her wretchedness, pressed her forehead
against the hard, cold glass of the window. The children, playing on
the gravel, took this as a sign that she wanted them, and, running
forward, stood in front of her with their sweet faces upturned
expectantly. This roused her: she shook her head at them, waved them
off, and overcome with this painful exertion, sank back in the nearest
chair.
Grandcourt had risen too. He was doubly annoyed—at the scene itself,
and at the sense that no imperiousness of his could save him from it;
but the task had to be gone through, and there was the administrative
necessity of arranging things so that there should be as little
annoyance as possible in the future. He was leaning against the corner
of the fire-place. She looked up at him and said, bitterly,
“All this is of no consequence to you. I and the children are
importunate creatures. You wish to get away again and be with Miss
Harleth.”
“Don’t make the affair more disagreeable than it need be. Lydia. It is
of no use to harp on things that can’t be altered. Of course, its
deucedly disagreeable to me to see you making yourself miserable. I’ve
taken this journey to tell you what you must make up your mind to—you
and the children will be provided for as usual—and there’s an end of
it.”
Silence. She dared not answer. This woman with the intense, eager look
had had the iron of the mother’s anguish in her soul, and it had made
her sometimes capable of a repression harder than shrieking and
struggle. But underneath the silence there was an outlash of hatred and
vindictiveness: she wished that the marriage might make two others
wretched, besides herself. Presently he went on,
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