Didactic fiction; England -- Fiction; Jewish fiction; Jews -- England -- Fiction; Zionists -- Fiction
“What is the use of it all?” thought Deronda, as he threw down his
grammar, and began to undress. “I can’t do anything to help her—nobody
can, if she has found out her mistake already. And it seems to me that
she has a dreary lack of the ideas that might help her. Strange and
piteous to think what a center of wretchedness a delicate piece of
human flesh like that might be, wrapped round with fine
raiment, her ears pierced for gems, her head held loftily, her mouth
all smiling pretense, the poor soul within her sitting in sick distaste
of all things! But what do I know of her? There may be a demon in her
to match the worst husband, for what I can tell. She was clearly an
ill-educated, worldly girl: perhaps she is a coquette.”
This last reflection, not much believed in, was a self-administered
dose of caution, prompted partly by Sir Hugo’s much-contemned joking on
the subject of flirtation. Deronda resolved not to volunteer any
_tête-à-tête_ with Gwendolen during the days of her stay at the Abbey;
and he was capable of keeping a resolve in spite of much inclination to
the contrary.
But a man cannot resolve about a woman’s actions, least of all about
those of a woman like Gwendolen, in whose nature there was a
combination of proud reserve with rashness, of perilously poised terror
with defiance, which might alternately flatter and disappoint control.
Few words could less represent her than “coquette.” She had native love
of homage, and belief in her own power; but no cold artifice for the
sake of enslaving. And the poor thing’s belief in her power, with her
other dreams before marriage, had often to be thrust aside now like the
toys of a sick child, which it looks at with dull eyes, and has no
heart to play with, however it may try.
The next day at lunch Sir Hugo said to her, “The thaw has gone on like
magic, and it’s so pleasant out of doors just now—shall we go and see
the stables and the other odd bits about the place?”
“Yes, pray,” said Gwendolen. “You will like to see the stables,
Henleigh?” she added, looking at her husband.
“Uncommonly,” said Grandcourt, with an indifference which seemed to
give irony to the word, as he returned her look. It was the first time
Deronda had seen them speak to each other since their arrival, and he
thought their exchange of looks as cold or official as if it had been a
ceremony to keep up a charter. Still, the English fondness for reserve
will account for much negation; and Grandcourt’s manners with an extra
veil of reserve over them might be expected to present the extreme type
of the national taste.
“Who else is inclined to make the tour of the house and premises?” said
Sir Hugo. “The ladies must muffle themselves; there is only just about
time to do it well before sunset. You will go, Dan, won’t you?”
“Oh, yes,” said Deronda, carelessly, knowing that Sir Hugo would think
any excuse disobliging.
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