Didactic fiction; England -- Fiction; Jewish fiction; Jews -- England -- Fiction; Zionists -- Fiction
Gwendolen paused in her turn, afraid of showing any emotion, and
feeling that nevertheless there was some change in her eyes as they met
his. But she was obliged to answer, and said as indifferently as she
could, “Oh, please not. I don’t think diamonds suit me.”
“What you think has nothing to do with it,” said Grandcourt, his _sotto
voce_ imperiousness seeming to have an evening quietude and finish,
like his toilet. “I wish you to wear the diamonds.”
“Pray excuse me; I like these emeralds,” said Gwendolen, frightened in
spite of her preparation. That white hand of his which was touching his
whisker was capable, she fancied, of clinging round her neck and
threatening to throttle her; for her fear of him, mingling with the
vague foreboding of some retributive calamity which hung about her
life, had reached a superstitious point.
“Oblige me by telling me your reason for not wearing the diamonds when
I desire it,” said Grandcourt. His eyes were still fixed upon her, and
she felt her own eyes narrowing under them as if to shut out an
entering pain.
Of what use was the rebellion within her? She could say nothing that
would not hurt her worse than submission. Turning slowly and covering
herself again, she went to her dressing-room. As she reached out the
diamonds, it occurred to her that her unwillingness to wear them might
have already raised a suspicion in Grandcourt that she had some
knowledge about them which he had not given her. She fancied that his
eyes showed a delight in torturing her. How could she be defiant? She
had nothing to say that would touch him—nothing but what would give
him a more painful grasp on her consciousness.
“He delights in making the dogs and horses quail: that is half his
pleasure in calling them his,” she said to herself, as she opened the
jewel-case with a shivering sensation.
“It will come to be so with me; and I shall quail. What else is there
for me? I will not say to the world, ‘Pity me.’”
She was about to ring for her maid when she heard the door open behind
her. It was Grandcourt who came in.
“You want some one to fasten them,” he said, coming toward her.
She did not answer, but simply stood still, leaving him to take out the
ornaments and fasten them as he would. Doubtless he had been used to
fasten them on some one else. With a bitter sort of sarcasm against
herself, Gwendolen thought, “What a privilege this is, to have robbed
another woman of!”
“What makes you so cold?” said Grandcourt, when he had fastened the
last ear-ring. “Pray put plenty of furs on. I hate to see a woman come
into a room looking frozen. If you are to appear as a bride at all,
appear decently.”
This marital speech was not exactly persuasive, but it touched the
quick of Gwendolen’s pride and forced her to rally. The words of the
bad dream crawled about the diamonds still, but only for her: to others
they were brilliants that suited her perfectly, and Grandcourt inwardly
observed that she answered to the rein.
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