He was ill already; the great energies which had been poured out
recklessly in a torrent had suddenly run dry. Garat saw him weak,
uncertain, refusing to leave his study, troubled in the eyes. The reins
were out of his hands; all that he thought, or rather knew, to be fatal
to the Republic was succeeding, and every just conception, all balance,
was in danger. This, though it was not the cause of his weariness,
coincided with it, and made his sadness take on something of despair.
There had always been in his spirit a recurrent desire for the fields
and rivers; it is common to all those whom Nature has blessed with her
supreme gift of energy. He had at this moment a hunger for his native
place, for the Champagne after the harvest, and for the autumn mists upon
the Aube. It was in this attitude, weary, despairing, ill, and needing
the country as a parched man needs water, that he asked and obtained
permission to leave the Convention. It was upon the 12th of October, just
as the worst phase of the Terror was beginning, that he left the violence
and noise of the city and turned his face eastward to the cool valley of
the Marne.
Starting from this point, his weariness and his longing for home, we
can trace the movement of his mind during the six weeks of his repose.
He recovered health with the rapidity that so often characterises men
of his stamp; he found about him the peaceable affection, the cessation
of argument and of self-defence which his soul had not known since the
first days of 1789. His old mother was with him, and his children also,
the memories of his own childhood. The place refreshed him like sleep;
he became again the active and merry companion of four years before,
sitting long at his meals, laughing with his friends. The window of the
ground-floor room opened on to the Grande Place, and there are still
stories of him in Arcis making that window a kind of little rendezvous
for men passing and repassing whom he knew, his chatting and his
questions, his interests on every point except that political turmoil
in which the giant had worn himself out. The garden was a great care
of his, and he was concerned for the farm in which he had invested the
reimbursement of his pre-revolutionary office. He delighted to meet
his father’s old friends, the mayor, the functionaries of the place.
This man, whom we find so typical of his fellow-countrymen, is never
more French than in his home. The little provincial town, the _amour
du clocher_, the prospect of retirement in the province where one was
born—the whole scene is one that repeats itself upon every side to-day in
the class from which Danton sprang.
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