Dariel: A Romance of SurreyBlackmore, R. D. (Richard Doddridge)
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Dariel: A Romance of Surrey
Blackmore, R. D. (Richard Doddridge)
Surrey (England) -- Fiction
I looked at him with some hesitation. Would it be kind of me, even if I
had the right, to put him through all these griefs again, which had
changed him from a bold young Chief, primed with excitement, and peril,
and love, into a quiet exile, and a Christian moraliser, a founder of
type with hard blue hands, and oh, saddest fate of all, an experimental
Publisher? No, it would be a cruel thing, a selfish call upon sad
memory, a mere abuse of large goodwill, and a vile advantage taken of an
over-tender conscience. With these finer feelings, I almost said, "I
entreat you, sir, not to tell me;" when the Spirit that hates the human
race whispered to me that there has never been a man, and probably never
will be one, who cannot find pleasure in talking of himself, however
dark the subject. And why should I doubt that it would do him good, as
soon as he got into full swing?
"The last thing I could desire, Sûr Imar, would be to renew your
troubles." There was no humbug in these words of mine, as there was with
the pious Æneas; for as the Lesghian Chief sat down and leaned his head
upon his hands, he reminded me of my father's look, when his money came
to nothing; moreover, I saw in his face a large resemblance to his
daughter's in her sorrow over that pet bird. "It would be a terrible
trial to you. But until I know more, I am all in the dark. Perhaps you
will think it over, and whatever you do will be certain to be right."
For the more he reminded me of my sweet one, the less could I bear to
worry him.
"This is very good of you," he said most kindly, "and it doubles my duty
towards you. I am ashamed of this weak and foolish feeling. You have a
right to know all my history, and you shall, if you will come to-morrow.
It is too late now for me to begin to-night, and I have a little duty to
discharge. On a Saturday night we always thank the Lord for His care of
us throughout the week. You belong probably to the Church of England. We
of the Kheusur tribe have our very simple forms, handed down through
ages, from the same source as yours perhaps. We have our little service
at noon on Sundays. Would you like to be with us to-morrow?"
Nothing could have been more to my liking; and as it happened, there was
no fear of disturbing our home arrangements, for my father was laid up
with a slight attack of gout, and my mother in close attendance upon
him. So in a few words it was settled that after attending their
service, of whatever kind it might be, I should be allowed to hear the
history of the Lesghian Chief, which was much more than the first
promise I received. Knowing that now I should have full light thrown
upon all the strange things which had so long engaged my attention and
curiosity, and what was infinitely more than that, upon everything
connected with Dariel, I rode home that night in a glow of excitement,
tempered at intervals with nervous dread. For I might hear things that
would place a bar forever, or a gulf, betwixt me and my love.
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