Dariel: A Romance of SurreyBlackmore, R. D. (Richard Doddridge)
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Dariel: A Romance of Surrey
Blackmore, R. D. (Richard Doddridge)
Surrey (England) -- Fiction
"I would never go to see it, as the people do in England, and I am not
at all convinced that it ought to be done here. But in lands where the
law of men's lives is revenge, even upon those of their own family, what
else is there to prevent them from committing murder? And that which
terrifies me from all pleasure of seeing the land of my birth consists
of that. Our family, the highest of the Lesghian race, have not that
most wicked rule of blood-revenge; but all the other tribes around them
have; and I am in the most dreadful alarm that my father has done
something to make him subject to that barbarous, abominable,
horrible--oh, what shall I do? what shall I do?"
Once more, I made offer to administer to her the kindest and softest
consolation; but she turned away sobbing, yet concealing it, as if it
could be no concern of mine. And this made me feel--I should be sorry to
say how.
I believe that there is a bit of sulkiness in love, even with a man; and
perhaps a large lump in a woman, because they are obliged to let it
grow. At any-rate I held my tongue. If her ladyship did not think me
worthy of her confidence after all I felt, perhaps there was somebody
else who deserved it. I knocked my stick against my trousers; and it
almost seemed to me, as if I should like to whistle, if I mattered so
little to the wind and sky.
"You are offended! You are angry with me!" cried Dariel turning round,
as if she were the larger part of me recoiling upon all the littleness.
"But I cannot tell you what I do not know. Everything is so dark to me."
Now whether it was mean of me, or noble, depends upon the right view of
the case; but before she could repent of being kind, I got hold of her
hand, and kissed it so as to assure her of my forgiveness. Then the
loveliest colour ever seen on earth arose in her face, and in her eyes
there was the sweetest light just for a moment, and then she trembled,
and I was afraid of myself.
By mutual accord we dropped that point. But I knew that she felt for the
first time in her heart that the whole of mine belonged to it. Crafty
love and maiden fear combined to let that bide a while.
"I fear that it is too selfish of me, and too great trespass upon your
good-will," she said without looking at me again, "if I ask you to help
me in this matter. But you do admire my father, I think. Nobody can meet
him without that."
"He is the noblest and the grandest man I have ever had the honour of
speaking to. I wish that I could only do something for him. There can be
no trespass on my good-will. Only tell me plainly."
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