Blind -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Love stories; Marriage -- Fiction; Mental illness -- Fiction
He did not answer her at once, but retained within his own the
little hand which trembled for a moment like an imprisoned bird
and then grew warm and full of vigorous life just as Edith was,
standing there before him. What should he do? What could he do?
Surely, never so dark an hour had gathered round him, or one so
fraught with peril. Like lightning his mind took in once more the
whole matter as it was. Griswold was dead. On his grave the autumn
leaves were falling and the nightly vigils by that grave had been
of no avail. Nina could never comprehend, the written proof was
burned, Richard had forgotten, there was nothing in the way save
his CONSCIENCE and that would not be silent. Loudly it whispered
to the anguished man that happiness could not be secured by
trampling on Nina's rights; that remorse would mix itself with
every joy and at the last would drive him mad.
"You mistake me, I cannot," he began to say, but Edith did not
heed it, for a sound without had caught her ear, telling her that
Richard had unexpectedly returned, and Victor was coming for her.
There was an expression of impatience on Edith's face, as to
Victor's summons she replied, "Yes, yes, in a moment;" but Arthur
breathed more freely as, rising to his feet, he said, "I cannot
now say all I wish to say, but meet me, to-morrow at this hour in
the Deering Woods, near the spot where the mill brook falls over
those old stones. You know the place. We went there once with--
NINA."
He wrung her hand, pitying her more than he did himself, for he
knew how little she suspected the true nature of what he intended
to tell her.
"God help us both, me to do right, and her to bear it," was his
mental prayer, as he left her at the door of the room where
Richard was waiting for her.
There were good and bad angels lugging at Arthur's heart as he
hastened across the fields where the night was falling, darker,
gloomier, than ever it fell before. Would it be a deadly sin to
marry Edith Hastings? Would Nina be wronged if he did? were
questions which the bad spirits kept whispering in his ear, and
each time that he listened to these questionings, he drifted
further and farther away from the right, until by the time his
home was reached he hardly knew himself what his intentions were.
Very bright were the lights shining in the windows of his home,
and the fire blazed cheerfully in the library, where Nina, pale
and fair as a white pond lily, had ordered the supper table to be
set, because she thought it would please him, and where, with her
golden curls tucked behind her ears, and a huge white apron on,
she knelt before the glowing coals, making the nicely-buttered
toast he liked so well. Turning toward him her childish face as he
came in, she said,
"See--Nina's a nice little housekeeper. Wouldn't it be famous if
we could live alone, you and I?"
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