Blind -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Love stories; Marriage -- Fiction; Mental illness -- Fiction
Edith had never noticed so great a change in so short a time, for
there was scarcely a vestige left of the once handsome, merry-
hearted Arthur in the stooping, haggard man, who stood before her,
with blood-shot eyes, and an humble, deprecating manner, as if
imploring her forgiveness for the pain he had come to inflict.
Nothing could prevent it now. Her matchless beauty was naught to
him. He did not even see it. He thought of her only as a being for
whose sake he would gladly die the most torturing death that human
ingenuity could devise, if by this means, he could rescue her
unscathed from the fire he had kindled around her. But this could
not be; he had fallen, dragging her down with him, and now he must
restore her even though it broke her heart just as his was broken.
He had felt the fibres snapping, one by one; knew his life blood
was oozing out, drop by drop, and this it was which made him
hesitate so long. It was painful for him to speak, his throat was
so parched and dry, his tongue so heavy and thick.
"What is it, Arthur?" Edith said at last, as Nina, uttering a cry
of fear, hid her face in the grass to shut out Arthur from her
sight, "Tell me, what is it?"
Seating himself upon a log near by, and clasping his hands
together with a gesture of abject misery, Arthur replied.
"Edith, I am not worthy to look into your face; unless you take
your eyes from mine--oh, take them away, or I cannot tell you what
I must."
Had her very life depended upon it, Edith could not have removed
her eyes from his. An undefinable fear was curdling her blood--a
fear augmented by the position of her two companions--Nina, with
her head upon the grass, and that strange, white-faced being on
the log. Could THAT be Arthur St. Claire, or was she laboring
under some horrible delusion? No, the lips moved; it was Arthur,
and leaning forward she listened to what he was saying,
"Edith, when yesterday I was with you, some words which I uttered
and which were wrung from me, I know not how, gave you reason to
believe that I was then asking you to become my wife, while
something in your manner told me that to such asking you would not
answer no. The temptation then to take you to my arms, defying
earth and heaven, was a terrible one, and for a time I wavered, I
forgot everything but my love for you; but that is past and I come
now to the hardest part of all, the deliberate surrender of one
dearer than life itself. Edith, do you remember the obstacle, the
hindrance which I always said existed to my marrying any one?"
She did not answer; only the eyes grew larger as they watched him;
and he continued,
"I made myself forgot it for a time, but Heaven was kinder far
than I deserved, and will not suffer me longer. Edith, you CANNOT
be my wife."
She made a movement as if she would go to him, but his swaying
arms kept her off, and he went on;
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