Blind -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Love stories; Marriage -- Fiction; Mental illness -- Fiction
Did all girls behave like this? Richard wished he knew. Did sweet
Lucy Collingwood, when she gave her young spring life to his
father's brown October? Lucy had loved her husband, he knew, and
there was quite as much difference between them as between himself
and Edith. Possibly 'twas a maidenly weakness to cry, as Edith was
doing. He would think so at all events. It were death to think
otherwise, and caressing her with unwonted tenderness, he kissed
her tears away, telling her how happy she had made him by
promising to be his--how the darkness, the dreariness all was
gone, and the world was so bright and fair. Then, as she continued
weeping and he remembered what had heretofore passed between them,
he said to her earnestly: "Edith, there is one thing I would know.
Is it a divided love you bring me, or is it no love at all. I have
a right to ask you this, my darling. Is it gratitude alone which
prompted your decision? If it is, Edith, I would die rather than
accept it. Don't deceive me, darling, I cannot see your face--
cannot read what's written there. Alas! alas! that I am blind to-
night; but I'll trust you, birdie; I'll believe what you may tell
me. Has an affection, different from a sister's, been born within
the last four weeks? Speak! do you love me more than you did? Look
into my eyes, dearest; you will not deal falsely with me then."
Like an erring, but penitent child, Edith crept into his lap, but
did not look into the sightless eyes. She dared not, lest the gaze
should wring from her quivering lips the wild words trembling
there, "Forgive me, Richard, but I loved Arthur first." So she hid
her face in his bosom, and said to him,
"I do not love you, Richard, as you do me. It came too sudden, and
I had not thought about it. But I love you dearly, very dearly,
and I want so much to be your wife. I shall rest so quietly when I
have you to lean upon, you to care for. I am young for you, I
know, but many such matches have proved happy, and ours assuredly
will. You are so good, so noble, so unselfish, that I shall be
happy with you. I shall be a naughty, wayward wife, I fear, but
you can control me, and you must. We'll go to Europe sometime,
Richard, and visit Bingen on the Rhine, where the little baby girl
fell in the river, and the brave boy Richard jumped after her.
Don't you wish you'd let me die? There would then have been no bad
black-haired Edith lying in your lap, and torturing you with fears
that she does not love you as she ought."
Edith's was an April temperament, and already the sun was shining
through the cloud; the load at her heart was not so heavy, nor the
future half so dark. Her decision was made, her destiny accepted,
and henceforth she would abide by it nor venture to look back.
"Are you satisfied to take me on my terms?" she asked, as Richard
did not immediately answer.
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