Hugh felt that he had, somehow or other, offended her. But, to tell the
truth, he did not much care, for her manner had rather irritated him. He
retired to his own room, wrote to his mother, and, when Harry awoke,
carried him again to the barn for an hour’s work in the straw. Before it
grew dusk, they had finished a little, silent, dark chamber, as round as
they could make it, in the heart of the straw. All the excavated material
they had thrown on the top, reserving only a little to close up the
entrance when they pleased.
The next morning was still rainy; and when Hugh found Harry in the library
as usual, he saw that the clouds had again gathered over the boy’s spirit.
He was pacing about the room in a very odd manner. The carpet was divided
diamond-wise in a regular pattern. Harry’s steps were, for the most part,
planted upon every third diamond, as he slowly crossed the floor in a
variety of directions; for, as on previous occasions, he had not perceived
the entrance of his tutor. But, every now and then, the boy would make the
most sudden and irregular change in his mode of progression, setting his
foot on the most unexpected diamond, at one time the nearest to him, at
another the farthest within his reach. When he looked up, and saw his
tutor watching him, he neither started nor blushed: but, still retaining
on his countenance the perplexed, anxious expression which Hugh had
remarked, said to him:
“How can God know on which of those diamonds I am going to set my foot
next?”
“If you could understand how God knows, Harry, then you would know
yourself; but before you have made up your mind, you don’t know which you
will choose; and even then you only know on which you intend to set your
foot; for you have often changed your mind after making it up.”
Harry looked as puzzled as before.
“Why, Harry, to understand how God understands, you would need to be as
wise as he is; so it is no use trying. You see you can’t quite understand
me, though I have a real meaning in what I say.”
“Ah! I see it is no use; but I can’t bear to be puzzled.”
“But you need not be puzzled; you have no business to be puzzled. You are
trying to get into your little brain what is far too grand and beautiful
to get into it. Would you not think it very stupid to puzzle yourself how
to put a hundred horses into a stable with twelve stalls?”
Harry laughed, and looked relieved.
“It is more unreasonable a thousand times to try to understand such
things. For my part, it would make me miserable to think that there was
nothing but what I could understand. I should feel as if I had no room
anywhere. Shall we go to our cave again?”
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