Do I then believe that David himself did write that name of his?
Heaven forbid that any friend of mine should be able to believe it!
Long before she saw him, Margaret had known, from what she heard among the
servants, that Master Harry’s tutor could be no other than her own tutor
of the old time. By and by she learned a great deal about him from Harry’s
talk with Mrs. Elton and Lady Emily. But she did not give the least hint
that she knew him, or betray the least desire to see him.
Mrs. Elton was amusingly bewildered by the occurrences of the evening. Her
theories were something astounding; and followed one another with such
alarming rapidity, that had they been in themselves such as to imply the
smallest exercise of the thinking faculty, she might well have been
considered in danger of an attack of brain-fever. As it was, none such
supervened. Lady Emily said nothing, but seemed unhappy. As for Hugh, he
simply could not tell what to make of the writing. But he did not for a
moment doubt that the vision he had seen was only a vision—a
home-made ghost, sent out from his own creative brain. Still he felt that
Margaret’s face, come whence it might, was a living reproof to him; for he
was losing his life in passion, sinking deeper in it day by day. His
powers were deserting him. Poetry, usually supposed to be the attendant of
love, had deserted him. Only by fits could he see anything beautiful; and
then it was but in closest association of thought with the one image which
was burning itself deeper and deeper into his mental sensorium. Come what
might, he could not tear it away. It had become a part of himself—of
his inner life—even while it seemed to be working the death of life.
Deeper and deeper it would burn, till it reached the innermost chamber of
life. Let it burn.
Yet he felt that he could not trust her. Vague hopes he had, that, by
trusting, she might be made trustworthy; but he feared they were vain as
well as vague. And yet he would not cast them away, for he could not cast
her away.
CHAPTER XVIII. MORE MATERIALISM AND SOME SPIRITUALISM.
God wisheth none should wreck on a strange shelf:
To Him man’s dearer than to himself.
BEN Jonson.—The Forest: To Sir Robert Wroth.
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