The day went on, as days will go, unstayed, unhastened by the human souls,
through which they glide silent and awful. After such lessons as he was
able to get through with Harry,—who, feeling that his tutor did not
want him, left the room as soon as they were over—he threw himself
on the couch, and tried to think. But think he could not. Thoughts passed
through him, but he did not think them. He was powerless in regard to
them. They came and went of their own will: he could neither say come nor
go. Tired at length of the couch, he got up and paced about the room for
hours. When he came to himself a little, he found that the sun was nearly
setting. Through the top of a beech-tree taller than the rest, it sent a
golden light, full of the floating shadows of leaves and branches, upon
the wall of his room. But there was no beauty for him in the going down of
the sun; no glory in the golden light; no message from dream-land in the
flitting and blending and parting, the constantly dissolving yet ever
remaining play of the lovely and wonderful shadow-leaves. The sun sank
below the beech-top, and was hidden behind a cloud of green leaves, thick
as the wood was deep. A grey light instead of a golden filled the room.
The change had no interest for him. The pain of a lost passion tormented
him—the aching that came of the falling together of the ethereal
walls of his soul, about the space where there had been and where there
was no longer a world.
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