After he had eaten his bread, he went home to get some water. Then, as he
had nothing else to do, he sat down in his room, and began to manufacture
a story, thinking it just possible it might be accepted by one or other of
the pseudo-literary publications with which London is inundated in
hebdomadal floods. He found spinning almost as easy as if he had been a
spider, for he had a ready invention, and a natural gift of speech; so
that, in a few days, he had finished a story, quite as good as most of
those that appear in the better sort of weekly publications. This, in his
modesty, he sent to one of the inferior sort, and heard nothing more of it
than if he had flung it into the sea. Possibly he flew too low. He tried
again, but with no better success. His ambition grew with his
disappointments, or perhaps rather with the exercise of his faculties.
Before many days had passed he made up his mind to try a novel. For three
months he worked at this six hours a day regularly. When material failed
him, from the exhaustion consequent upon uninterrupted production, he
would recreate himself by lying fallow for an hour or two, or walking out
in a mood for merely passive observation. But this anticipates.
His advertisement did not produce a single inquiry, and he shrunk from
spending more money in such an apparently unprofitable appliance. Day
after day went by, and no voice reached him from the unknown world of
labour. He went at last to several stationers’ shops in the neighbourhood,
bought some necessary articles, and took these opportunities of asking if
they knew of any one in want of such assistance as he could give. But
unpleasant as he felt it to make such inquiries, he soon found that to
most people it was equally unpleasant to reply to them. There seemed to be
something disreputable in having to answer such questions, to judge from
the constrained, indifferent, and sometimes, though not often, surly
answers which he received. “Can it be,” thought Hugh, “as disgraceful to
ask for work as to ask for bread?” If he had had a thousand a year, and
had wanted a situation of another thousand, it would have been quite
commendable; but to try to elude cold and hunger by inquiring after paltry
shillings’ worths of hard labour, was despicable.
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