David Harum: A Story of American LifeWestcott, Edward Noyes
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David Harum: A Story of American Life
Westcott, Edward Noyes
Bankers -- Fiction; New York (State) -- Fiction
During the rest of the voyage they were together for a part of every
day, sometimes with the company of Mrs. William Ruggles, but more often
without it, as her husband claimed much of her attention and rarely came
on deck; and John, from time to time, gave his companion pretty much the
whole history of his later career. But with regard to her own life, and,
as he noticed, especially the two years since the death of her
brother-in-law, she was distinctly reticent. She never spoke of her
marriage or her husband, and after one or two faintly tentative
allusions, John forebore to touch upon those subjects, and was driven to
conclude that her experience had not been a happy one. Indeed, in their
intercourse there were times when she appeared distrait and even moody;
but on the whole she seemed to him to be just as he had known and loved
her years ago; and all the feeling that he had had for her then broke
forth afresh in spite of himself--in spite of the fact that, as he told
himself, it was more hopeless than ever: absolutely so, indeed.
It was the last night of their voyage together. The Ruggleses were to
leave the ship the next morning at Algiers, where they intended to
remain for some time.
"Would you mind going to the after-deck?" he asked. "These people
walking about fidget me," he added rather irritably.
She rose, and they made their way aft. John drew a couple of chairs near
to the rail. "I don't care to sit down for the present," she said, and
they stood looking out at sea for a while in silence.
"Do you remember," said John at last, "a night six years ago when we
stood together, at the end of the voyage, leaning over the rail like
this?"
"Yes," she said.
"Does this remind you of it?" he asked.
"I was thinking of it," she said.
"Do you remember the last night I was at your house?" he asked, looking
straight out over the moonlit water.
"Yes," she said again.
"Did you know that night what was in my heart to say to you?"
There was no answer.
"May I tell you now?" he asked, giving a side glance at her profile,
which in the moonlight showed very white.
"Do you think you ought?" she answered in a low voice, "or that I ought
to listen to you?"
"I know," he exclaimed. "You think that as a married woman you should
not listen, and that knowing you to be one I should not speak. If it
were to ask anything of you I would not. It is for the first and last
time. To-morrow we part again, and for all time, I suppose. I have
carried the words that were on my lips that night all these years in my
heart. I know I can have no response--I expect none; but it can not harm
you if I tell you that I loved you then, and have----"
She put up her hand in protest.
"You must not go on, Mr. Lenox," she said, turning to him, "and I must
leave you."
"Are you very angry with me?" he asked humbly.
She turned her face to the sea again and gave a sad little laugh.
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