I have travelled far in my life, travelled the seven seas by sail and
steam, and on horse and camel crossed plain and desert. The Pacific,
the Indies, the Arctic--I count over the coasts where my ships have
cast anchor; I go back in my memory to the first foreign shores on
which my eyes rested, and you perhaps will smile when I tell you that
they were the Jersey meadows. I saw them from a car window on a June
evening. The train had crossed the bridge at Newark, and below me in
the river lay ships--tiny coasters, I know now, but then in the dusk
magnified for me to the dignity of world-wanderers. In the salt vapors
of the marshes I scented the sea and the far-borne aroma of the
tropics, the lands of palm and spice, and I looked away to the
encircling hills and their scattered lights with something of the
exultation of Columbus when he spied the blazing torch which marked the
New World. This was a new world to me. I had known only the inland,
little valleys where life moved as placidly as the little rivers which
threaded them. Now the sight of mast and spar, the salt vapors, the
far-spread lights told me that I had come to a strange land, and I was
eager to reach its heart and to see its mysteries. I was keyed high
with the hope of conquest. With the salt marshes behind me, I left
behind me, too, the Old World, the little valleys, the placid streams,
and very straight I was, and very self-confident, when at last I looked
across the dark river to the towering shadow of the city, pierced by
its myriad stars. I felt neither fear nor loneliness. This city had
been building for these hundreds of years for just this hour. It
waited to receive me.
But the David Malcolm who stood bewildered in the streets was not the
conqueror who had stepped ashore from the ferry-boat. The life a
moment ago so precious had suddenly lost its value in the eyes of the
unknowing. Yesterday he had walked through Malcolmville, and every
man, woman and child in its straggling length had come out to bid him
farewell. His departure was an event. His arrival in these strange
streets was an event, but to him alone. His very existence was not
recognized save by those churlish souls with whom his awkwardness
brought him into physical contact. A belt-line car charged at him as
though it mattered little if he were ground beneath its wheels. A
truck hurled at him as though it were a positive blessing could the
world be rid of him. Plunging to safety, he bowled over a man who made
it perfectly plain that he regarded himself as just as important as
Malcolm of '91. Pausing on a corner with his shining suit-case at his
feet, he looked about him. Then he became in his own mind but another
ant in a giant hill.
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