Here at last I ended my journey, weary and lonely, without even Mr.
Wemple to welcome me to the city where I had cast my fortunes. Before
long I joined the solemn line and sat watching the street, and Broadway
below Union Square at night, even in those times, was not an enlivening
scene. My conquest was forgotten; my mind wandered back to the valley
at home. Here I sat listlessly, in a hot, narrow canyon through which
swept a thin, sluggish stream of life; above me was just a patch of
sky; before me was a tall cliff of steel and stone, pierced by
numberless dead windows. As I sat in the glare of electric lights, in
smoke-charged air, my ears ringing with the harsh medley of the street,
I fancied myself on the barn-bridge again. The moon would be rising
over the ridges and the valley would lie at my feet with its checkered
fields of brown and gray rolling away to the mountains, and the music
of the valley would be no harsh clatter of bells and hoofs; I should
hear the wind in the trees, the rustle of the ripening grain, the
whippoorwill calling from the elm by the creek, and the restless
bleating of sheep in the meadow. Thinking of these things, I asked
myself if the life I had left was not far better than the one I had
chosen; if the highest reward for my coming years of labor would not be
the right to return to it. But for pride I could have abandoned all my
mighty plans at that moment and gone back, even, as the Professor had
said, to doze like the very dogs. I dared not. My parents' joy at my
return might over-balance the loss of their high hopes for my fame, and
had they alone been in my thoughts I should have taken the night train
home. But I could not go back to Gladys Todd beaten before I had even
come to blows with life.
The last picture I had of her was the heroic one of a woman speeding
her knight to battle. Gladys had an embarrassing way of calling me
"her knight." She stood on the platform of the Harlansburg station,
and I leaned from a window of the moving train. Beside her was Doctor
Todd waving his hat, and behind her the three Miss Minnicks with
handkerchiefs fluttering. She was very straight and very still, but I
knew what was in her thoughts. She had faith in my strength; when she
saw me again my feet would be firmly set on the ladder by which men
climb above the heads of their herded fellows. In the hours of the
long journey the picture of her was very clear to me; I seemed to be
wearing her colors as I went to the conflict; with her spirit watching
over me, I could strike no mean blow nor use my strength in any
unworthy cause.
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