One morning in May, as was my custom, I set out for work by my
circuitous route, with the intention of walking to Fifty-eighth Street
and taking an elevated train downtown. The day was one of the
loveliest of spring. The brightest of suns swept the Avenue. In
Madison Square the fresh green had burst from the trees overnight, and
I should have liked to drop down on one of the benches there, to look
upward through the branches into the clouds and forget the enclosing
wall of buildings and the tumultuous streets. But I was late, and I
had no mind to hurry on such a day. The languor of the spring was in
my veins, and I strolled on, almost unconscious of the life about me.
Ahead, at the crest of Murray Hill, the city seemed to end, and I to
look through a great gate-way into the blue sky, and I fancied myself
standing there in that gate-way, with the valley lying at my feet, my
valley awakened from its winter's sleep, its hill-sides decked with
blossoming orchards, its mountains carpeted with the soft shadows of
the clouds. I saw the ridge, its green slope slashed by the white
winding road which crossed it. That was the same road up which I had
climbed on a May morning long ago, when I hurried to the Professor's
aid, and I followed it now to the clearing; I saw the clearing with the
Professor leaning on his hoe studying a fleck of cloud, and Penelope
watching him silently, fearing to disturb his important meditations.
In these busy years Penelope had been rarely in my thoughts; if at all,
it was as a little girl with a blue ribbon in her hair, the companion
of a few brief weeks of my boyhood. I dared not picture her as growing
up, for I had no faith in the influence of Rufus Blight, whom I had
always associated with packages of tea and prizes. Penelope grown, I
feared, might have become fat and florid, might speak with a twang and
wear gaudy hats and gowns. My life in New York, even though I was but
a quiet observer, had made me critical of women, and when I could brood
unhappily over Gladys Todd's stray wisps of hair I could have little
sympathy with the type of the imaginary Penelope Blight. But this
morning, when the far-borne freshness of the woods and fields was in
the air, and I longed to feel the soft earth beneath my feet, to break
from the enclosing walls and to stride over the open fields, I recalled
days like this when the wine of spring was in my veins and I had run
through the meadows in a wasteful riot of energy; and then a particular
day like this when Penelope and I had ridden out of the woods, had come
to the ridge-top and looked over the smiling valley. I seemed to feel
Penelope's arms drawn tightly around me as I pointed across the
friendly land and promised to take care of her. I had had no fear then
that she would ever grow corpulent and florid, and now I found myself
asking if my boyish intuition might not have been right, and she
fulfilled entirely the promise of her girlhood, defying the insidious
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