Having settled my line of conduct toward the martial woman with the
Pomeranian, I began my account of the years missing in our friendship.
It was very brief. It is astonishing in how few words a man can sum up
his life's accomplishment if he holds to the essential facts. Since
that day when she had left the farm with Rufus Blight I had studied
under Mr. Pound, spent four years in college and three years working on
a newspaper. Was I successful in my work? she asked. Fairly so, I
answered modestly. I might have told her that I had gone ahead a
little faster than my fellows, but even then seemed to advance at a
snail's pace to petty conquests, for if at the end of years I attained
to Hanks's place, I was beginning to doubt that it was worth the pains
which I was taking to win it. I did not tell her of the ambitions
which had led me into my profession, nor how all my fine ideas had been
early dissipated and I had settled down to a struggle for mere
existence. On one essential fact, too, was I silent. It arose to my
mind as I told my brief story and it spread like a cloud darkening this
brightest of my days. You know what the shadow was. By her absence,
by her remoteness, Gladys Todd had for me a shadow's unreality. At
this moment the tie between us was so attenuated that it was hard for
me to believe that it existed at all. I knew that it did exist, but I
could not surrender myself to be bound by so frail a thread. I was
silent. Childlike, I wished the clouds away. Royally, I commanded the
sea to stand back.
"And you--what have you been doing all these years?" I asked, turning
suddenly to Penelope.
"Just growing up," she answered, laughing. "It's very easy to grow up
when one has such a kind uncle as mine. You remember the poverty in
which he found me. I was a mere charity child, and he took me----"
"To his lively, pushing town," said I.
"Yes," Penelope went on, "to a big stone house with a green lawn about
it dotted with queer figures in iron and marble. They were the most
beautiful things I had ever seen--those statues. Now they are all
stored in the stable, for we grew up, uncle and I, even in matters of
art. But it was like heaven to me then, after the mountains and the
smoky cabin, after the clearing and the weeds----"
"After our farm," I broke in with a touch of irony, "and to ride behind
the fast trotters compared with our farm wagon----"
"David," returned Penelope in a voice of reproach, "I have never
forgotten the mountains, or the cabin, or the farm. In the first days
away from them I was terribly homesick for them all. My uncle suffered
for it. His patience and his kindness were unfailing, and he softened
me at last. There is nothing in the world that I have wanted that he
has not given me."
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