"There are some things which you must understand," I cried. "The
hardest task that ever I had was to go to your uncle as I did, like a
bearer of idle gossip. It would have been easier to let you go on as
you were going, ignorant and blind. I knew that it meant an end of our
friendship. That day when I spoke I believed that I was going out of
your life forever. I was not surprised when, on the Avenue, you looked
at me as though I were beneath your notice." I rose and stood before
her. "Had I to do it over again, I would, a thousand times, for your
sake. And didn't I prove that it was for your sake, when I banished
myself and gave up all claim to you?"
"Claim to me?" Penelope's lips curled defiantly. "I should have
thought that you would have been occupied making good your claim to
Miss Dodd, or Bodd, or whatever her name was. I suppose you did right,
but none the less it was unpleasant. I thank you. You see I forgive
you, or we should not be here now talking." She raised her parasol as
though about to rise. "We must go. My uncle is waiting for me, and if
you care to, you may come with me and see him before we start for Rome."
She did not rise; but the matter-of-fact tone in which she made the
threat chilled me, and for a moment I stood silent, looking down at the
black figure. The brim of her hat hid her face from me, but she was
making circles in the sand. I asked myself if this was the time for me
to speak of that claim, to speak my whole heart to her.
She looked up. "David," she said, "you need not stand there so long.
It might be bad for your wound."
"My wound?" I asked, and I took my old place at her side.
"Why, yes," she said. "Were you not wounded in the Sudan? Uncle Rufus
told me that you were. He read about it in the papers. A Major
Bennett, or somebody, ran out under a heavy fire and pulled you out of
the hands of a lot of Arabs and saved your life."
I laughed. I would have given all I owned in the world to have had at
that moment an interesting and conspicuous wound, for I knew how
sympathy formed love, and how to a woman's mind a wound added interest
to a man. A few weeks ago, though unwounded, I had at least been very
thin and brown; but even of those mild attractions I had thoughtlessly
allowed myself to be robbed by too high living and a kinder sun than
the desert's. How I envied Bennett with his sunken eyes and tottering
gait!
"The telegraph evidently mixed the names," I said. "It was Bennett who
was shot."
"And you saved his life!" Penelope cried, forgetting herself.
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