Was it a wonder that I became a little Mr. Pound? I suppose, too, that
I became a veritable little cad. Conscious of my advantages in birth
and breeding, much impressed on me by my mother, I had never been
intimate with the village boys. Now I shunned them altogether. To me
they were thoughtless heathen and unprofitable company. I strove for a
time to correct their evil ways and to bring them to repentance. That
was something which I could properly do without unnecessary
association. I had for my reward only taunts. They called me "Goody"
and "Miss Malcolm," and like names contemplated to shame me from the
course which I had chosen, but in the martyrdom which they made me
suffer I only gloried, and I could have let them stone me to death and
forgiven them, provided, of course, that Mr. Pound preached about me
afterward and that my name were enrolled in the company of well-known
martyrs. Looking back, I realize that I was playing. There was a fine
excitement in being hunted in my comings and goings through the
village. It became my Africa, where any tree might hide a deadly
enemy, and any fence an ambush. I discovered secret passages through
backyards. I matched cunning against overwhelming force, and
sometimes, when the odds were not too great against me, I remembered
Joshua and another David and turned on the Philistines and smote them
right manfully. At other times the hostilities lagged, but they never
ceased entirely, and often they broke out suddenly with increased fury.
It was a mass and class war. To the butcher's son and the blacksmith's
boy and their like, the restless masses, I was indeed a bumptious
Malcolm. Conscious of the superior quality of the blood of the
McLaurins, and a little inflated with the pride of wealth, I had long
patronized them, so there was needed only my assumption of virtue to
fan the flames. But as I grew in years and knowledge, and the days of
my departure from the valley drew nearer, I relied less on my fists for
protection and more on a defensive armor of dignity. I became less a
target for missiles and more an object of jibes. These I met with
contempt, for I was going to college; I was going to McGraw University,
the alma mater of Mr. Pound, and this thought alone nerved me to step
out of the course of a flying stone with unconcern and to move down the
street with Pound-like mien.
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