"I have failed utterly in my own living," he cried. "I have loafed and
lagged. At times I have worked hard until I wearied myself chasing
shadows. But in my failure I have learned a few things. We may live and
doze in our little valley, but still we shall long for the broader and
richer valley across the mountains. The yearning for that something
better is born in us all. Shall we call it simply something more; shall
we measure our service in kegs of nails or shall we seek for something
really better? If we listen we can hear in the depths of our souls the
divine drumbeat, and it is strange what cowards we are when we come to
march to it. But we can march to it. We may not know why we go, nor
where, but we can go straight. The country we travel may seem waste, but
we cross it under God's sealed orders, given to us when we opened our
eyes on life, and only when our eyes are closed again will they be opened
to us."
So it was that the Professor carried me again from my little valley! The
great Judge Bundy standing at the platform's edge, brusquely dismissing
us, had dwindled to pygmy height. He was a mere maker of nails. Life a
moment since had been very simple, very concrete, a mere game in which
the stake was food and clothes, a Queen Anne house, a clipped lawn and
trotting horses. Now it was a mysterious expedition into the unknown.
With the Professor's last word I rose, ready to march, not knowing
whither, but sure that it would not be to a conquest measured in kegs of
nails. In this exalted mood Gladys Todd could have no part, for I knew
that I could go faster and farther in light marching order, unhampered by
impedimenta of any kind. Gladys Todd suddenly took her place with
impedimenta. Her first act was to confirm this judgment of her, for as I
was forcing my way down the crowded aisle, intent on reaching my old
friend, she kept tugging at my sleeve and entreating me not to hurry.
Her remonstrances aroused my antagonism. Inwardly I was calling down
maledictions on her head, for I saw the Professor's tall form receding
through the door. I would have rushed after him; there were a thousand
things I wanted to know, a thousand questions I had to ask him. But I
was checked. I could not abandon Gladys Todd; nor had I the courage to
present myself to him after so many years in the light of a youth given
to sentimental dalliance. He would remember the boy who had come to him,
cold and wet, from the depths of a mountain stream, the boy who had run
miles in the early morning to warn him of the approach of the terrible
Lukens, the boy whom he had called his only friend. He would see me
dignified by a tail coat and beautified by a mauve tie, a white waistcoat
and gleaming patent-leather shoes. He would remember me as I stood by
the cabin door, a strong, rugged lad. He would see me a devotee of
fashion, a dawdler after a pretty face. So it was with a feeling of
relief that I saw the study door close after my friend.
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