The afternoon found me in the lane, on a knoll where the leafage broke
and gave a vista of rolling country. My eyes were turned to the hills,
but my ears were quickened to catch the sound of foot-falls. In my
heart I said that I should never hear them; my dismissal had been too
peremptory for me to cozen myself with so absurd an idea. But the hope
which had brought me there would not die. Sometimes the wind stirred
the leaves and grass, and I would start and look up the lane. Time
after time I was the victim of that teasing wind, and with recurring
disappointments my spirits sank lower. Then when an hour remained
before my train left, and I was standing undecided whether or not to
keep to my vigil, I heard a sharp crackle of dry twigs behind me.
Gladys Todd had come. She was carrying her sketch-book, and dropped it
in confusion when she saw me emerge from behind the trunk of a great
oak. I seized it and held it as a bond against her retreat, affecting
not to see the hand which she held out commanding its return. I had
planned exactly what I should say did she appear in just this way, and
now my well-turned phrases scattered and I stood before her, silent,
regarding her. It was just as well. My solemn eyes must have said
more than any wordy speech.
"I did not expect to find you here, Mr. Malcolm," she said, dropping
her hand as a sign of momentary surrender.
Her tone was one of genuine surprise, and though the statement was
astonishing I could not conceive a woman of her character deviating
from the straight line of truth, and the hope which had soared high at
her coming in answer to my subtle call now sank away. I held out the
book mutely.
She did not see it. "I was on my way to the river to sketch," she
said. "I had no idea--" She dropped down on the bank and began to
pick vaguely at the clover. "Please go. Good-by."
The brim of her sailor hat guarded her face, so that she really did not
see the book which I was holding toward her. I placed it on the grass
beside her and turned to obey, intending to march away in military
fashion, perhaps whistling my defiance.
"You'll promise to forget me," I heard her say.
I looked down at her, but the hat screened her face.
"Yes," I answered, with a steadiness that was surprising, for my throat
was parched and my knees had become very weak, so weak that I gave up
all thought of marching in military fashion and gathered strength to
drag myself out of her sight. I went up the lane slowly. I looked
back and saw her sitting very still, one hand on her big portfolio, the
other listless on the clover. I reached the bend in the lane. Passing
it, I should march on to my conquests, unhappy, wofully unhappy, but
going faster because alone.
"David," she called.
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