It was strange this idea had not entered her mind before. It had never
seemed to her possible that she could go back. But now the spectre of
death had made her see things in a different light. She wanted to get
back to the greenness and the coolness of the country, and, most of all,
she wanted to know if Charles was living and was well. After that, it
did not matter what became of her; but now she knew she was going back,
and she was going at once—in the morning.
She went down to tell the old lady her purpose, and after that she
slept. The next morning she gathered up her few belongings and took the
boat for Albany.
She had no settled purpose of where she would go after reaching her
objective point. She did not know the name of the town where Charles
lived. Strangely enough, it had never been mentioned in her hearing,
and she had not thought to ask. She was beginning to feel as if she
must have been half asleep when a good many important events in her life
happened. Was she half asleep now also, she wondered idly?
As they passed the old school of Friend Ruth, Dawn looked out hungrily
and longed inexpressibly to be a girl again, studying her lessons and
knowing little of the hardness of life.
When the boat reached Albany she took the first stagecoach that
appeared, without asking where it went. Her money was almost gone, but
she paid the fare without a pang. What did anything matter, now that
she was out of New York?
Everywhere the talk was of the cholera, and her heart grew sick as she
heard the details of the dread disease, and long, minute descriptions of
how best to nurse it.
The stage-coach reached a pretty village late in the afternoon, and Dawn
left it, to take a walk and rest herself from the long sitting.
She had but a few dollars left. Perhaps she ought not to use any more
for fare, but stay where she was if she liked it, or walk farther.
She did not feel like eating anything, so she grasped her little bundle
of well-worn garments, and walked down the village street.
There was a white church with a wide porch, and stairs in front, leading
to the gallery. At the side was the graveyard, its wicket gate shaded
by a great weeping willow. Just inside was a seat under the tree. Dawn
tried the gate and found it unlatched, and she went in and wandered
about among the graves, reading here and there a name idly, and
wondering how it would seem to lie down and sleep in that quiet resting
place.
Deep in the centre, so far from the street that she could not be seen,
she sank in the grass at the foot of a green mound, and laid her face
down upon the blossoming myrtle. How nice it would be if this were a
great, free inn where strangers might come and lie down, and the
servants would bring each one a green blanket for covering, and a white
stone at the head of his pillow, and let him sleep in peace and
quietness forever. She was so weary, so weary, body and soul.
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